Happy Lifes.. Young Memories..

[Late Update] MOA concert on 3rd December 2011

2012-02-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

Date : 3rd December 2011

Venue : Stadium MPBJ

Character : Super Junior, F(X), B1A4, Miss A, Lay Enn, Merlene and Me ^^

Pictures will do the talking~ *well, due to my lazyness*

actually it's quite tired.. and I'm so glad that we did saw the rehersal of B1A4 and SuJu.. just like watching free show espcially B1A4, they should perform 6 songs but they minus 1 due to some reason.. well, I glad to say that me and my friend saw that minus 1 perform!! so nice!! I really love that song but too bad they didn't perform during concert.. X< and oh ya, we decided to go this concert in so last last last minute.. althought we didn't get to welcome and said goodbye to them at airport, but still we was lucky that we get to see them at last.. I thought I can't watch SuJu last year because I can't go SS3 and also SJM for free.. SuJu zzhanng!! You're the best and B1A4, you guys so cute!! I can't believe I can't see u guys in real life seriously!! XD as well as Miss A and F(X) too..!! tehee~~

Happy Chinese New Year~

2012-01-23T14:43:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!

did u guys eat alot?? well, today is the 1st day, we need to be vegetarian, cannot eat meat.. so hmm.. tahan~ just for one day~ emm.. or maybe later?? hehe X<

opps.. it's raining now.. Raining on the 1st day of chinese new year.. anyway, I'm so tired right now because I was so buzy for preparing foods to my big family.. so have u guys got your ang pau?? I got it.. and still collecting.. so anyone wan to invite me go ur house bai nian?? hehe~

I will be free for this week so if anyone wan to ask me or book me 1st please be fast.. after this week I will back to buzy life again.. so pali pali~

gonna go..

Gong Xi Fa Chai everyone~!!! \^o^p

enjoy your new year~!! Happy holiday~

wae?! T^T

2012-01-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

wae wae waeeeeeeeee??!! T^T today I can't see my favourite 2 korean bands.. I was so damn sad!! T^T even I got the ticket.. or the merchandise.. I still can't go!! haiz~ I felt so emo these few days.. I had no mood to study.. to eat.. to sleep.. even talking also..

well.. that's my faith.. I should accept it even I don't want to.. I have nothing to say anymore..

so, back to the topic.. I'm sorry that I didn't update my blog for so loooooong time.. I know u guys are angry that I didn't upload so many picture like concert, b'day celebrate, capturing and so on and on and on.. I'm so so so so so sorry, I will upload them if I got time okay?? now I'm really buzy with my things and sommore I just finished my test and I had no time to done my personal things yet.. and I need to work also.. ugh~ really pissed!! I can't even do my favourite things because of these.. I feel like wanna cry.. T^T

to those who haven't see me recently.. how are you?? well.. as usual, I'm not fine but I'm still alive.. tehee~ that's what I replied to those who asked me how am I now.. XD

anyway, I will try my best to get some free time and update my things and catch it up.. so stay tuned!! :) Love & Peace~

Goodbye 2011, Prepare for 2012

2011-12-31T23:33:00.000+08:00

2011 gonna end soon.. are you guys ready for 2012?? I'm not sure am I ready or not.. I was reflashing the memories of this year..

memories are just like bubbles..

and every bubble that we made, each of them contain our memories.. soon, it pop and dissappear.. even it seem like already dissappear for us, actually the bubbles are letting the air of memories went away.. it just like telling us let go the past and time for facing the future..

I believe before the time reach 11.59pm, everyone would reflash back to the things we done this year..
for me, I would describe this year would be my surprise year.. seriously I got alot surprise, not only happy and also sad too.. even thou it's short, but I appreciate every things that I got seriously..

Thanks to my family, my friends and those person who helps me alot.. haha.. in the future still need to 多多指教.. XD love you guys~

so, how you gonna spend your last moment of this year and welcoming for next year?? me?? well, I should grab a cold beverage soon and go to higher place and countdown for fireworks.. tehee~ XP

I still don't know what to wish for next year but I hope it's a better year for me.. hehe~ and for you guys.. gonna ciao!

Happy New Year!! \^o^/

Merry Christmas ^^

2011-12-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone~ ^^
such a looooong time didn't update my blog seriously.. I'm actually very buzy recently.. especially after my birthday onwards.. yes.. reaaaally buzy.. until *sigh*.. I had no time to do my revision.. someone help me please~ :( I really need some help please~

well, anyway.. even we don't celebrate christmas but we still can feel the christmas air.. *brthea* it's december air.. XD after few days more it's gonna be a new year~ time fly so fast.. memories gonna be memories at the end.. we should appreciate every moment every minute we spending..

for those who haven't meet and contact with me for long time..
hi, how are you?? how do you do?? what are you doing recently?? have you eaten well??
and..
I miss you.. hope to see you guys soon.. :)

He spat, before walking closing to her, to have her back way..

He was shocked at her action, but didn't show it. Was she perhaps afraid of him?? Was he too harsh towards her??
Nevertheless, the next move he made shocked them both. He pulled her into a brief hug. She stood there still, arms by her sides, she didn't know how to react towards to his sudden action.

"Are you afraid of me??"
He dares to ask that question. Of course she was, it will be crazy if she wasn't afraid to this sexy, psycho, handsome, physical abusive guy.
She look up to him, eyes wide and mouth tight and shook her head slowly. She didn't want to tell the truth, know that he would go into the conclusion. She couldn't quite register of what just occurred less than ten second ago, as she stood there and watch him to pull her into him once again.

"Good", he said, leaving a swift kiss on her forehead before turning to leave. Leaving a very confused yet stunned of her at there.

~~"What just happened??"~~

Earlier Birthday presents

2011-12-04T23:25:00.067+08:00

so today my high school friends asking me to come out and celebrate me and Joe early bday celebration at CEO aka Neway karaoke.. 1st time going CEO and that place was pretty awesome.. umm.. I mean the decoration and the design.. I'm just not satisfied with their song selections, nothing to sing especially korean songs.. mehrong~ XP

the most surprise things was Chibi had made 13 awesome cupckes for us!! cause the theme of the cake are ONE PIECE in bird version!! so cutee~!!!!! XD

all of us don't want to eat them up because they're so damn cute and nice!! but Chibi said we have to eat no matter how cute or nice are them because it's a cake which made by her anyway.. well, she's right.. cakes are suppose to be eaten right..?? hmm.. X<

and yesterday I recieved these earlier bday present from Merlene.. I was kinda shock seriously.. *gasp gasp gasp*

I can't believe I will recieved U-Kiss album!! I want to buy it long time ago but too bad I currently bankrupt so I had so many things wan to buy and I couldn't buy them now.. a million thanks to Merlene and Erlina!! *sobs sobs* I really donno how to "bao da" you guys.. really.. this is one of my favourite album~ Kamsahamida~ saranghae~

well, the most coincident was both of the presents are all about cupcakes!! I freaking love it!! haha!! thank you my friends.. love you guys~ X3

Happy December ♥

2011-12-01T13:39:00.000+08:00

it's December.. ♥

everyone asking me what did you expect for this month??
I don't know..

I know I had alot of things to expect but I felt nothing..

but your day is coming soon..I realized after they said this to me.. ahh~ I almost forgot.. haha *knock my head*

time fly so fast, it's the end of the year again..
reflash back to the things I had done in this year.. but I can't remember anything right now..

maybe I should do something before the year end.. hwaiting~ :)

~~but what should I do huh?? X<~~

I love this very much.. can anyone tell me where can I get this calendar?? X/

等待

2011-11-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

等待

一直都已做好心理准备的等待

其实还没有真正的准备好

可是不能再等了，也不能再拖了

迟早还要面对

倒不如现在快快解决掉

如果觉得不行的话

到时候才算吧……

很多人都问我现在过得好吗？？

hmm.. 哈哈，还好吧……你们呢？？

那些年

2011-11-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

那些年

其实回想起来

都没有什么好回忆

就比一般普通中学生还要更普通

每次看那些漫画小说

都会觉得这些都会发生在中学时代

可是问题是故事主角并不是我

所以都会很羡慕身边的朋友们，还有其他女生

我的回忆并不像《那些年》那么的精彩

不过还是会想到一些写的画面

独立

叛逆

学坏

嘲笑

绯闻

勇敢

痛苦

悲伤

嫉妒

暧昧

争吵

快乐

不要脸

还有想不起来的画面还有很多

唯一遗憾的

就是很多想要做的

并没有实现

很多东西都应该会在中学体会到的

都没有体会

所以

那些年

对我来说

并不美好

坏事

2011-11-15T01:50:00.000+08:00

哎~

总觉得日子越过越糟糕

这个烦恼来了，那个烦恼也来，不久另外一个烦恼也照样插进来

其实这种事，我早就预料到了

只是不知道那个时机

(~~如果知道了，那么世界就平安咯~~）

这种事发生也不能怪谁，唯能怪自己倒霉

就当作是在给自己教训吧

下次真的要加倍小心
大家也要小心出门，知道吗？？

现在我只想快点把自己的东西解决掉，快快减轻身边人的负担

希望一切能顺顺利利

拜托拜托，不要在危难我们了，我们只是想好好的过日子

Korean Fair is coming back!! XD

2011-11-06T23:56:00.081+08:00

actually I almost forgot about Korean Fair at Korean Village was organised these 3 days.. luckily my mom remind me once again and we planned to go on 2nd day.. *1st day my sister can't join because of schooling.. bad bad X(*

so the Korean Fair started at 3pm, but still not all of the stall are opened yet when we arrived..

most of them are korean, I feel like I'm in Korea once again~ hehe

spicy rice cake.. yum~ XP

but this year there are more domestic visitors coming here.. well, I prefer last time one compare to this.. X<

I really really love to eat their hot pancakes, when 1st time I ate during at the last time of korean fair.. I fell in love with it.. and this time I beg my mom to bought 1 for me.. guess what?? my mom bought 5.. hehehe..

the korean kids were playing the jumping see-saw.. kinda fun.. too bad I'm an adult and I had no one was going to play with me~ T.T

oh ya, there's some performances for the fair.. this person sang korean old songs to everyone.. he said he just came back from Korea.. I had no idea is he korean people or not.. X<

my sister keep standing there and watch the kids playing.. she doesn't want to leave at all..

there's a magic shows too.. which the magician are Malaysian.. the kids were enjoyed the shows..

the open ceremony has started and these korean performers were perform and walking around at the same time..

oh, there also have kids performing at the behind.. cutee~ ^^ and we just go home after watching this.. and I forgot to buy somethings.. =="

so, on the last day of Korean Fair.. I went with my friends at night and I had a little wishes before the fair is end.. which is take a picture with koreans!! well, me and friends were thinking so long to decide want to take pic with them or not.. their wishes came true at last which they want to take with white tee guy which is standing on the right.. and I want to take pic with another one.. but too bad.. I FAILED..!! T^T I really really want to take picture with him seriously.. I already started noticed him on second day.. *sigh* ~~I saw him took alot of pic with other girls..~~ wu~wuu~ ToT why~??!!

anyway, gonna wait for next time and I hope I can meet him once again.. hehe..

InkiONE Kpop Party in the town!!

2011-10-22T22:43:00.123+08:00

last week, I have a feeling that I should check on my mail.. well, just prevent the case just like last time.. and guess what..?? I GOT ANOTHER INVITATION once again!! OoO"

and I was just like huh?? sure boh?? but still I had to find 2 more person to the party as well.. :) it's quite rare.. only hundred of person get invited in this party.. tehee~ I'm glad that I am one of them XD

so we Q-ing and wait for the registration.. after that, we hanging around.. actually nothing much to see, just..

the reporter asked us to get interview too, but we reject their request at the end.. X( we're shy to it..

hey, it's Hero!! kyaa~!! OMG~!! XD

City Hunter couple~

so we get inside the hall and wait for the start.. and I found that we got the lightstick spec which given by them.. emm.. but actually I wan the hairband lightstick more.. T.T

saw the hairband lightstick?? look like a mickey mouse.. X<

making another one for my friend..

we get to watch the lastest of Inkigayo which haven't shown at TV.. well, I'm so happy that U-kiss get to promote the Easter Day song.. hehe~ cuteee~ XD

ugh~ ~~hate the logo~~.. X(

S one light on the ceilling..

U-kiss performing Someday!! kyaa~ well, sorry for not taking others group pictures.. cause my only favourite for this episode is them only.. mianhe~

this is my bias in U-kiss.. hehe~ Nyann~

the leader of U-kiss.. XP I'm so worried about his troat.. I really hope that he get to rest for longer time.. X<

everybody is silent cause they're so enjoy for watching the performances.. X)

we gonna start our party!! but before that, there's a group of dancers came out and performed Mr. Simple, Roly Poly and Tonight..

and this is our EmCee for this event..

Party start!! this is our DJ!!!!!

just like clubbing.. haha XD well, it is..

we really enjoy the music seriously.. all kpop songs!! XD

I really enjoy the party seriously, but if everyone knows how to party-ing sure will be more fun!! me and my friend just like crazy person!! jumping, shouting, singing, dancing~ woah, I'm still not enough with it!! PUT YOUR HANDS UP, EVERYONE!! wohoo~!!!!!

this is the gifts from S One and my invitation letter as well.. ahaha, I wanna go again and again..!! if there's a club which just for Kpop fans, I'm sure that I will go for that club as well.. really fun!! *clap clap clap*

THANKS, INKIONE!! I LOVE YOU!! SARANGHAE~ KAMSAHAMIDA~ ^^

3D2N Genting Trip

2011-10-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

finally, we all Mangoes members *well, except one* get to Genting trip once again for 3D2N.. wohoo~!! hapyy happy~ I'm so damn happy to have a gathering once again with them..!! XD oh ya, guess what.. we request for the room which just finish renovation and they gave us a new room!! and this was bigger than last time we live.. XP

outside view.. love the garden maze!!

have a visit to the garden and the first I do was playing the maze.. wow, I thought it is easy because the trees are short.. actually I met alot dead road seriously.. but still I got the way out from the maze at last.. tehee~

bowling time~ really love the night theme of bowling room!!

have a walk around during midnight.. cold~ X> but I still love it..

chit chat time~ ^^

playing time ^^

waiting for bathing.. selca selca~

gonna leave soon.. sad X(

I wrote shorter the journey cause I quite lazy to upload and write day by day and there's nothing to write cause most of you went genting before.. yeah yeah, I knew it.. X)

For more pictures, please visit on my FB for the whole journey.. well, I really happy that get to vacation once again with my beloved friends.. really do.. our next target >> Pulau Redang!! gonna save money for next trip!! wohoo~ XD well, not so fast.. maybe next year or something.. X< now I seriously don't have $$.. *bankrupt-ing T.T*

NHK’s Tokyo Kawaii TV coming to KL!!

2011-10-09T23:47:00.111+08:00

well, last week I read Cheesie's blog and she said that NHK's Tokyo Kawaii TV coming to Malaysia once again!! and they are going to invite all of us to join their TV shows.. last time they just invite 8 people which the fans of Cheesie and Audrey.. and now all of us!! hooray!!

actually I was planning to see the famous bloggers which is Cheesie and Audrey in real person only, I never thought that I would join into TV shows.. cause it was so in last minute decisions.. and I didn't wear pretty pretty and make up pretty pretty at all.. all in last minute seriously.. X(

so our meet up venue was at KLCC.. and 1st they asked us gather and have a picture together.. as u can see, the picture looks so cool and so fresh.. actually it's not.. that time was so DAMN HOT weather seriously!!

I thought I will be alone for the whole event, luckily it's not!! I found someone to be my partner before the event..!! yeah!! nice to meet her anyway!! ^^ her name is May Kuan.. and she's alone too.. hehe

May Kuan with famous blogger, Cheesie..

May Kuan with her idol blogger..

me and Audrey!! kyaa~ her height is four feet nine!! I'm not sure izzit same as mine cause she's wearing so-freaking-high-heels.. anyway, really glad to meet her in real life.. ^^

after that, we went to a hotel.. *I forget the name of hotel adi, sorry..* and we have to share a table with others.. so here they are, I met another two pretty friends.. hehe.. and we're having high tea together!! chit chat chit chat.. happy-ing~

it such as shame that I wear make up at all.. like all of them except me didn't wear make up at all.. ugh~ X< *hide my face*

Cheesie and Audrey be the EmCee for the shows.. actually we DO NOT know the aim of the shows, so we all like they go where, we follow.. they give instructions, we follow.. just like that..

at last, they told us what they coming here for.. actually they are finding "Gallyu" girls to join their audition which called "KAWAII OF THE WORLD"..
oh, this contest definitely not suitable for mua~ 100% sure haha.. XD

FINALLY!! I get to captured with Cheesie!! OMG~!! she's really pretty seriously..!! she should get to deserve to be famous like XiaXue.. like XiaXue was presented for Singapore's famous blogger and Malaysia's famous blogger should be Cheesie!!

oh, once again.. we met another new friend.. and she work as Maid Latte at the Curve.. nice to meet her and she looks pretty too!!

by the way, the TV crew was giving out some Fashion magazine to us but there's a limit of amount.. so for those who want, all we need to do is play paper, rock and scissors with each other and the last winner will get the magazine.. and I won my favourite fashion magazine which is S cawaii!! OMG!! I'm so happy and Cheesie told me that S cawaii is her favourite magazine too!! kyaa~ same taste same taste.. XD oh ya, for those who joined the event also get an eyelashes from them and I heard that it's suitable for clubbing!! hmm.. maybe I should tried and used it next time.. if someone bring me to clubbing.. hehehe XP

♥ Happy Wedding Day to Rayman Ong & Michelle Lim ♥

2011-10-08T23:41:00.055+08:00

our family had been invited to well.. can I describe him as cousin?? hmm.. me and him were not close at all.. so I should said my dad's sister's son.. that's easy to understand I guess.. and yeah, we been invited to their wedding dinner.. which located at V Garden at Klang..

the location was abit far from my house..

I will let my pictures do the talking..

My sister and cousin..

the wedding couple..

they keep playing ipad until forgot to eat their dinner.. =="

this is the wedding couple's baby and his younger brother's baby..

me and the wedding couple's baby and my aunt..

so here's the wedding couple..

prawn tart?? O.O"

it just a simple celebration and after that..

home sweet home.. seriously tired and I got to attend an event next day.. so good night XD

my friends said I look like a mother which ~~already got baby~~ in this pic.. emm.. seriously?? O.O"

Happy Birthday, Kisa \^o^/

2011-10-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

goodbye to September and say hello to October.. and also our October baby!! ^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KISA TANG~ XD

so my parent bought 2 cakes for her which is chocolate banana cake..

and also chocolate cheese cake~

and we let her to decide which restaurant that she wanna go, she choose KAZO sushi which located at VIVA HOME.. well, it's our 1st time.. have a try!! ^^

well, she quite enjoy it.. and me too.. but I had to admit that their services were quite sucks.. hmm.. :( and slow too..

anyway, I did bought a present for you but have to wait cause it's from oversea.. so just wait for awhile ya, my lovely sister~ ^^

Korean Music Wave in Malaysia 2011

2011-09-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

so last Wednesday morning, I heard somebody rang my doorbell and it's a postman, I was thought that maybe it's my or mom packages something so I ran down received it..

but it's not a package.. it's just a letter.. for me..

I felt so curious what's inside there and who would send this for me?? when I open it..

O.M.G.!!

it's Korean Music Wave in Malaysia tickets!! anyway, I kinda surprise cause I thought I will never get it or maybe I had to get it by myself seriously..!! thanks to MY FM.. :) love ya!!

actually I DID thinking about choosing who going with me, there several persons.. but at the end, I choose Merlene to going with me.. since we're are the Kpop fans.. :D

and I never thought I will go there early cause before going to stadium there's an exams at college but I can't go and exam due to some reasons.. I really surprise, my friend too.. she said that should it be a good news or bad news?? well, I don't know..

so, I reach outside stadium at 9.30am something and there's only 10+ person waiting?? I thought it will be many people waiting and Q-ing like 100+ something.. but surprisingly NO.. until afternoon 4 or 5pm something the stadium only starting become crowded and the organizers were kinda sucks cause they didn't put the ticket entrances until the very last minute.. me and Merlene were felt like the whole day effort has been wasted.. so DAMN disappointed.. ~~what's the point we going there by early??!!~~

luckily we got the 1st line which facing the front stage, thanks to Merlene who moving fast.. I was thought to stand and facing T zone but too bad it's full on 1st line.. but hey, front stage not bad thou, as long as we get to stand on 1st line.. hehehe

so the concert start at 7.40pm, and Jeff, the DJ of MY FM, DJ Young of Korea Arirang and KEVIN and DONGHO from U-Kiss!! wohoo~!!

Kevin speaks in English and DongHo speaks in Mandarin, but too bad they used English more than Mandarin, so DongHo doesn't have alot opportunity to shows his Mandarin and hosting skills.. :(

the 1st group performers, F.T.Island!! well, this is the vocal, HongKi.. I didn't watching him always because I lock my view to other members especially.. well, continue reading and u will know!!

Anyeongirang mal Hello Hello ijen Goodbye Goodbye~

HERE IT IS!! JaeJin, who played the bass.. He's always looking our side and keep wanna acting cool and smile to us always.. OMG~!! he's my bias seriously!! XD

and THIS TOO!! SeungHyun, who played guitar.. well, I don't know him much cause after the old member left and this new member coming in who replaced the old member, I didn't really care about him much.. but he's really nice!! keep smiling to us!! I keep looking at him and almost forgot about JaeJin appearance.. *omo, mianhe oppa~ ><" *

The leader, Jong Hoon.. he's standing on right side so I didn't notice about him much.. but I felt pity to him, cause all of the attentions going to HongKi more than himself.. he just standing behind playing guitar and smiling alone?? hmm.. :(

well, there's one more member at the back which playing drum.. (standing at the middle) he's MinHwan and he's younger than me!! haha, I can't see him cause the speakers blocking my view.. T.T until the interview session.. OMG~!! JeaJin keep looking our side!! ^^

The 2nd performers, Teen Top!! and they all are younger than me!! The eldest just 92-line and youngest was 95-line!! OMG~!! can't believe that!!

haha.. he's keep showing LOVE sign to us!! really cute!! ChangJo, the maknae!! haha.. I can't stop smiling because of his LOVE~ XD

Ricky, who keep smiling and waving to us.. XD Merlene told me that he's wearing black ~~underwear~~, and then I was like.. O.O" and yes, I saw that too.. emm... did he show LOVE sign or not huh?? *thinking~*

This is L.Joe.. I guess he's kinda alot fans thou.. :X I don't know, I heard alot about him, I mean his name has been mentioned like N times..

so, I guess this is C.A.P right??? hmm.. he's the leader of the group.. doesn't get alot attentions to him.. poor leader..

Hyangsuppurijima ireoda yeochinhante deulkindan mallya~

This is the main vocal, Niel.. well, he looks fine in real person.. but thou, better than TV one.. :/

This is Chunji, I guess many girls would fall for him because his handsome faces.. XD I had to said sorry to Chunji, I was expecting for your real handsome looking but it's not what I expected seriously.. maybe it's because of your hair?? :/

watching them in live are much better than TV one.. it's really amazing.. no joke..

Next, 1 2 3 4 4 4 4 4MINUTE~!!

the maknae, SoHyun was the 1st person who look at us and show the LOVE sign to us!! so happy!! ^^

JiYoon, the coolest one!! I love her but too bad she didn't say hi to us.. :( that's kinda sad..

the sexiest one, Hyuna!! she keep coming our side and wave and gave her heart to us!! so nice!! every guys would fall for her seriously!! some of the guys coming this concert because of her!! U can see how charm is she..

JiHyun who like to smile for the whole time.. she did smile to us often but I guess she focus on camera man more than us.. X/

GaYoon!! the main vocal.. I love her too and she's the type which DooJoon oppa likes so much.. but hmm hmm.. poor DooJoon.. she wave to us once but she need to focus more on performance so.. too bad..

Let's have a Heart to Heart to Heart (TALK!)~

4th performers, U-KISS!! finally!! I miss them so much seriously!! X(

I guess the performances kinda rush.. until the cameraman can't capture all of them.. just several of members has been captured..

Kkeucheun eobseo NEVER END~ Yeogin NEVERLAND~

the ulzzang boy, KiSeop!! he got my attention recently.. I don't know, I felt abit curious about this member so I got check on him and I can't believe now he already on my bias list.. X< opps~

he did wave to me at last but not for 2nd time cause Hoon caught my attention away and I didn't know KiSeop actually waving at me!! arghh~!! X< my bad..

the power vocalist in the group, Soo Hyun..

Kevin!! he's my bias too.. hehehe.. I really love his voice seriously.. and his smile too.. hehehe..

AJ, the new member of U-Kiss.. I don't know him much once again.. he seem like a person who doesn't like to show off much huh.. my mind was kinda confuse now, cause I don't quite remember about did he waving or smiling to us?? cause we just focusing on other members too much..

did he?? is this showing he singing to us?? well, I don't remember.. X<

ahh~ my 2 bias oppa at here.. I heard that Kiseop keep hugging ~~and kissing~~ Kevin alot.. is that true?? OoO"

so many AJ d.. OMG~!! Hoon on the left!! he's the one who gave flying kiss to us!! he's so cute!! such an innocent boy.. XD and then Eli looking at Merlene at 1st and then me.. ehehehehehe.. so happy~ ^^

but too bad they had to go back to Korea after this due to their buzy schedule.. hmm.. gonna miss them.. :(

5th performer, Park Jung Min.. which from SS501..

So I can believe I'm not alone~ Ijen not alone~

I like his smile, his laugh, his speaking, his voices and so so so so so on.. when I saw him, I can't help but smile and felt so happy whenever u saw his smile.. his brightful style did affected alot of people seriously!! he even bring wrong paper to stage and he said, "Aiya!! 怎么办??" and he starting panic ler.. haha so cute!!

I need to admit that he's my bias at SS501.. I like him more than that Kim Hyun Joong alot, ALOT.. *sorry, I don't like Kim Hyun Joong at the beginning..*

woo~ this is HUGE!! guess who is it!!

SeungRi!!

"what?? I can't hear you guys.."

"Malaysia fans BAGUS!! SAAAAANGAT BAGUS!!" XD

"I don't want to have concert here, I wanna LIVE here!!" This is the most memorable sentences that I never forget.. haha.. I can't stop laughing after heard his saying this..

U know what he done during performing?! HE CAME IN FRONT OF US AND I THOUGHT HE WANNA JUMP DOWN IN FRONT OF US, LUCKILY HE DIDN'T CAUSE I BEEN PUSHING LIKE HELL WHEN HE COMING IN FRONT OF US!! he really scare me seriously!! DAMN!! T.T

I'm break it down down down~ Break it down down~ Break it break it down down~!!

AT LAST!! FINALLY!! THE LOUDEST SCREAM IN THIS CONCERT FOR THIS TWO HOT GUYS!!

GD & TOP !!!!!!

OMG~!! I really can't believe my eyes, that he's really in front of my eyes.. I saw them with my eyes.. his real person!!

my 1st react when I saw TOP.. WOW, he's so damn TALL!! I don't know where my height to him if I'm standing next to him..

haha.. they're really.. don't know how to describe.. well, one word.. Awesome!! XD

HIGH HIGH I'M SO HIGH~!! FLY FLY UP IN THE SKY!!

I was expecting for GD more than TOP but too much GD doesn't react with fans much.. but TOP did show his YEAH sign to us!! IN FRONT OF US!! and that so SURPRISE to me!!

Love his lips necklace.. ^^

and I heard that they going to Genting after concert.. hmm.. no doubt..

until now I still recap my memories of that day.. telling the truth it really drives me crazy!! This is the best of the best concert that I ever seen!! really!! I never ever thought that I would stand in front of stage and watching close with these artists seriously!! I don't know, it's really surprise me alot.. I felt like I'm still dreaming.. even Merlene also have the same feeling with me..

I don't know this.. but I really really hope that in the future we can have this all the time.. really hoping for it.. it's abit hard but I still praying and hoping for it.. and last I wanna thanks to my friend, Merlene.. who having this extremely amazing journey with me.. Kamsahamida.. Saranghae~!!

and Saranghae~ F.T.Island, Teen Top, 4Minute, U-Kiss, JungMin oppa, SeungRi oppa, GD & TOP..!! U guys are Amazing..!! The best performances that I have ever seen so far.. Kamsahamida~ \ToT/ gonna miss u guys..

拜托……

2011-09-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

最近很烦，很压力……

太多东西刺激我了，接受不来

想要放弃，可是却又不能

“船到桥头自然直”这句话

就是鼓励我们等待结果，不管是好还是坏……

现在的我，没心情说话，更没心情读书……

想到未来的路该怎么走，我真的不知道

很想大声哭一场，很想抛弃一切，很想逃避

每天这样折磨自己，不断地……

拜托，救救我吧…

我觉得好崩溃，好辛苦

拜托……

忘掉

2011-09-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

好想去一趟旅行，把所有不好的东西到忘掉，也要暂时把自己给忘掉

然后再继续自己的路程……

能吗？？

Jiie, Happy 20th Birthday!!

2011-09-15T11:58:00.091+08:00

♥ 生日快乐！！！♥

哈哈……其实在想不知道要在FB或者twitter祝福你，最后还是选着了部落格……

七早八早打给我真的是吓死人了，我知道你很伤心……不过不用担心，你还有我陪伴你……*哈哈，讲到自己很伟大酱*

今年不能和你一起庆祝生日，有点可惜啊…… 也不知道以后有没有这个机会…… T.T

一直在想要送什么给你，不过最近的你一直在迷他迷到疯了……哈哈

他下个星期要来了，打不打算去看他啊？？可是那天也是resit的同一天也…… ><" *想到都快要疯了*

在这里送上一张可爱的他给你……哈哈

希望你有一天可以亲眼见到他吧…… :)

认识你有两年多了，和你度过好多好多的美好回忆……

有时候我们会因为一些东西而感到不满对方，不过我还是觉得很高兴能认识到你这位好朋友，从来不后悔…… :)

希望我们以后一直一直都保持联络，友谊不变……

永远的V.I.P!! XD

I need some good luck please..❤

2011-09-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

suddenly so many things coming around to me.. *headache headache*
I had speechless now.. but for sure what I really needed now is..

luck.. good luck..

I really really really need this..

I can't think, my mind went blank suddenly..

so please please please please please please.. I need some good luck..
aarrgghh~!!!!!! I wanna cry.. T^T
*cross-fingers* just praying for myself.. please~

well, not for myself only.. everyone's too..

❤Good Luck❤

Mooncake without full moon

2011-09-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Mooncake Festival everyone.. :)

does everyone eat mooncakes already?? well, I am.. a month ago ><"

too bad this year cannot play tangled with my sister cause she starting her UPSR tomorrow..

wishes those who having UPSR tomorrow good luck ya!!

just now I went out and I didn't see full moon in the sky.. probably because of the cloudy weather.. by the way, those who playing outside now, enjoy!!

but I still love this kind of cold weather seriously.. it's better than hot days.. XD

Happy Chuseok Day

2011-09-11T02:18:00.000+08:00

Tehee~ Happy Chuseok Day Everyone!! \^o^/

Chuseok is sometimes referred to as the ‘Korean Thanksgiving’, ‘Hangawi‘, ‘Jungchujul‘, or ‘Gabe‘ and is celebrated on the brightest full moon of the year, which occurs in mid-September on the lunar calendar. Unlike Western society, Koreans still use the lunar calendar for important dates, so a lot of their holidays are centered around the moon and its cycle.

emm.. am I late?? ><" anyway, be safe oppa.. have fun ^^/

We All Do Have A Secrets :)

2011-09-10T01:36:00.001+08:00

and yes.. everyone do have a secret..

it's just between you and me.. or me and you..

shh~ it's our secret.. or not anymore?? hehe ♥

I miss you seriously.. XP

so what's your secret?? :)

Love.. should be blessing, not for protesting..

2011-09-08T14:19:00.000+08:00

can u see there's a obstacle between them??

we're that obstacle.. do you know that??

u may said that others too.. but we're biggest obstacle.. u should know that..

no matter how we protest.. we still can't stop them falling in love with each other..

they know each other existence and he don't know our existence.. he doesn't know at all..

he told us before.. he will choose love relationship more than everything.. so u guys should know once he's in love, he will put all his heart into this girl, no matter how many people objected them as well..

I don't know how long their relationship lasting.. as long as that girl can made him smile and happy as well.. that's enough for me.. no matter what happen to the end.. so why don't we bless for them instead of protest?? I bet u guys don't want to see his broken heart faces, don't you..??

we should bless for them no matter how sad how heart broken are we..

so sick :(

2011-09-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

these few days feeling so sick.. coughing.. flu-ing.. so exhausting.. :(

I hate flu.. especially these kind of hot weather and I can't enjoy my favorite cold beverage..

*cough cough cough*

and because of this I had no mood for whole day.. even mad at my parent and friends for no reasons..

I hate you!! hmph!! XP

vacation = rest

2011-09-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

I need some vacation seriously.. anyone want to join me?? :)

headache now.. seriously my salary doesn't satisfy my wants at all.. I haven get my salary yet, but I already know the amount doesn't fulfill my wants now.. now I know the truly meaning of earn money is a hard thing.. ><" *sigh*

my 1st part time job

2011-09-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

well, it's quite late and old at this aged to get a very 1st part time job.. usually people already got their 1st part time job around 15 or 16 years old.. most earlier was 12 years old.. but now I almost nearly 20 only got my very 1st part time job!! probably u think that maybe my parent rich or I'm lucky no nd to work or something.. hmm.. all I can said these are wrong Wrong absolutely WRONG!! my family are not rich and I'm not as lucky as u think, okay?! I wish I can work when I was 15 something but unfortunately something changing on that time and because of that I can't working at all!!

until now..

finally I can get my very 1st part time job in my life.. all I thinking about is work and earn money for myself.. it's quite low salary I know that but the reasons I work for this job not only for money and also it's near to my place and gain my experiences too.. I was aiming for this 2 things.. I didn't care about my salary at all 1st..

okay..
I was worked at KFC which near to my house where 10 mins walking distance from my house.. and we had to do 8 hours plus 1 or 2 hours break so that means 9 or 10 hours at that restaurant.. at 1st, I tot working at fast food restaurant will be easy or fun or what.. actually NOT AT ALL.. the staffs told me that this KFC branch is the busiest branch they ever worked before.. the busiest moment will be like every 5 second got 1 customer coming in.. and that's why they quite curious about us.. why me and my fren choose to work at this branch..?? but seriously, I know that this KFC had alot customers but I don't know it will be THAT ALOT!! ~~this is crazy u know!!~~ the busier moment really drive us crazy.. sometime we had to OT like worked for 10 to 13 hours and that's seriously crazy!! and my fren said got OT salary but others said no, and I don't know which is truth which is false..

we were arranged to cleaning department which cleaning customer's dishes, cleaning the restaurant, washing the dishes and more.. ya, do u think it is easy?? cleaning those customer's dishes was the most disgusting job and washing 500 plates and washing toilet and much more things had to do..
the truth is.. some of jobs we don't have to do but we still do it.. because of??? those devil staffs.. they saw when we standing there nothing to do.. they will asked us to do their job like supposedly cleaning kitchen is their job but they asked us to do it.. and yes, these are happened onus at 1st and last day..

on 2nd and 3rd day, the area manager which is most powerful on this KFC branch scolded them because they treated us like their maid or somethings.. my fren laughing on them and I don't know about this cause I really thought that these was part of our jobs or something but at the end it not.. I think that myself really really stupid while I reflash to that moment.. they wanna bullying us seriously.. I'm so unhappy about that..

after that, our job becoming less because of the helping from the area manager.. but while she's not there.. there will be another manager which is for staff management also consider as replacement for area manager while she's not here.. he will be ordering us to do the things which is.. unnecessary things.. like asked us to wipe the mirror and windows which never wiped in this few months, sweep and mop the floor for twice and much much more..

so my fren said that when he's here, we must acted like we're busy so he can't order us.. because my fren have some experiences about this cause she worked at Pulau Pangkor resort before last year.. she knew alot things, so thanks to her.. if not, I will be like stubborn people following whoever ordering me..

I'm quite surprise was that there's a malay girl who is worked for cashier like to join us more than other staffs, I thought she was spying about us but she's not, actually she likes indian and chinese more than malays.. surprise huh?? she said all of the malay frens like to show off very much.. like to comparing here comparing there something.. so she rather joined malay boys more than girls.. and I was like emm.. okay..

and she knew quite alot things and likes to talking about legend to us.. so it's quite interesting while listening to her story.. and what's the most surprising is.. like 70's or 80's decade that time, before this was build to KFC restaurant, it was a clubbing place or pub something.. and I was like really??!! so that's why the restaurant design abit like clubbing style on 2nd floor and many rooms too.. I realized that too..

what's I most hated were not only those stupid staffs and also another malay boy which worked same department with us.. he's so lazy and also doing things slowly and he just wasting the time on ~~washing dishes~~, not really, he just want to chatting with his fren at kitchen seriously.. we can done the dishes job in 1 hour, but he done in 3 hours.. ~~WHAT THE F***!!!!! I WANNA SLAP HIS FACES WITH CUSTOMER'S FOODS..!!~~ I mean HELLO!! u came here for chatting or working huh??

luckily we leave him alone to do the closing job.. cause closing was the hardest job for the day.. have to do until 1am only can go home.. tonight he's the one who do closing but I think he won't do it cause it was his last day and I think he just sitting there and wait for times up.. but who's care?? I'm not their staff anymore so I'm no need to worry about it now.. XP

what's the most funniest was those customer who talked to me in malay language, I mean those chinese customer.. did I look like malay huh?? so I respond them in chinese.. and they just realized that they were talking to a chinese people.. ==" they tot most of people who doing these kind of job are malay or indian something.. some people thought we're indo chinese too.. *WTF is that??* well.. what's the most shocking is one of the children calling me ~~aunty~~.. *WTF, hello, did I really look like aunty or u donno my faces at all??* well, I guess she didn't saw my faces at first since she calling me from behind..

but some of the customers curious about us so they did asked us why working here.. well, our answers quite impressed them as well, so they did respect us as well.. which also helped us to clean their foods and drinks.. oh my, they're so damn kind to us.. these people should get others respect as well.. really thanks to them very very very much..

yesterday was my last day, and I'm soooooooo happy and relieve that today is my off day.. so I'm really surprise that we only worked for 8 days not 9 days.. tehee~

this was captured on Friday, which just finished our closing job and enjoying our supper at counter there..

and our very 1st and very last capture during waiting for times up..

8 days x 8 hours job.. done..!! I hope I can get my salary A.S.A.P.. tehee~ ^^

2 days more..

2011-09-02T02:52:00.001+08:00

today I heard something from my best friend, which is something bad about us.. I mean why they always us like this?? izzit we are different race or we look like children then bully us??!! I always heard adult said something like these, different people will get different treatment.. this this and that that.. well, now I know how's the feeling now.. my mom always told me don't trust people easily and yeah that's true.. maybe I didn't get to know much about the truly community, I need to get more experience.. this is just very beginning.. but still I won't easily let you guys bully us like that.. I will make the same way to you guys too.. just wait and see.. after 2 days I want you guys know what is RUGI !! what is exhausting!! I will see the repeat legend which happened before once again.. just wait

and see.. that's what u guys deserved..

eat your sh!t and shut your DAMN mouth!!

anyway, that stupid annoying manager didn't talk or joke with us today.. well, I donno he

get scold or what, just feeling weird..

everyone is curious what happened to him.. but who's cares?? that's not my business cause

after 2 days he's not my manager anymore..

somebody asked me where am I working?? well, after 48 hours I will tell you guys the

journey of my 1st part time job in my life..

just stay tuned..

probably you guys will think my job is cheap and dirty but I had no choice and I had no idea

we had to do these cheap and dirty job at first..

we just interview and thinking just work for fun.. that's all.. we donno that it will be turned out

this badly at the end..

sommore I think alot people will look us down cause we doing this job.. but hey, it's not

easy to doing this kind of job k??!!

well, for those who donno where and what am I working now.. I will give a hint and I

reveal the all truly answer after 48 hours..

hints : a place which one day can sold out 10000-15000 chickens a day..

if u guys knows the answer at the beginning, please shut up.. and I know u guys are laughing

at me..

just laugh as much as u can, cause I don't mind at all..

2 days more.. I will be fully freedom after that..

Everything is going to be alright..??

2011-08-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

I hope so..

3 days more.. be patient!! ><"

my whole body so DAMN pain seriously.. :(

please faster finish the working please!!!!! ><"

back..

2011-08-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

I'm back again..

seriously I'm really tired now.. just back from work..

since exam started until now.. I never rest before, just like yesterday.. after exam, I went for my part time job which is my 1st part time job in my life..
and seriously, I don't like it.. I feel like wanna cried on 1st day..

not because it is hard or what..
maybe just because of environment and working staffs.. and feel like something forcing in my heart.. and I don't like those eyes.. so many eyes.. uncomfortable.. :(

*sigh* I a lil bit regret and I donno why I choose this job at the beginning..

luckily just work for 9 days..

today is the 2nd day.. 7 days more..

hope can quickly finish this work.. so I can rest as much as I can..

hwaiting~!!

Korean Music Wave 2011 in Malaysia

I'm not sure am I going this.. just it match to resit period..

telling the truth.. I'm very scare right now..

I won MTV World Stage tickets??!! OoO"

2011-08-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

Seriously.. I had speechless when I opened my mail.. DAMN!! This is the consequence when U don't check your mail always!! now the concert already ended last week!! ~~are you happy now??!!~~

but still, it's not like I didn't go at all, thanks to my friend who already keep a ticket for me.. actually it was a really tough journey for us to went and see this concert last week..

1st, no car.. so, we go by public transport ourselves..

2nd, don't know the way to go I-city.. before going, we did get some info from internet that how to go I-city.. but the thing is after reach the station, we only knew that station is like a kampung places/housing area.. (I guess we should stop at others station not this, well thx to those "info" that internet gave to us ==") no bus stop or anything.. just like a very quiet places, but luckily we get a taxi there on that time, coincidence u can say..

3rd, I don't like the event venue.. it's not like that place is worst, yes it's a good places to organize a concert.. just.. I prefer stadium or hall more than this outdoor or opening space stage.. mess Q-ing that's all I can say..

4th, I hate the fans.. especially those crazy fans.. CAN'T U JUST RESPECT THE OTHER IDOLS?! I KNOW U COMING FOR SUPPORT YOUR IDOL BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT U CAN CRITICIZE OTHERS.. U THOUGHT YOUR IDOL WAS THE BEST??!! ~~BUT SORRY, WE DON'T THINK SO..~~ BUT STILL, WE RESPECT THEM AS WELL.. NOT LIKE U!! IDIOT, SH!T YOU!! and one more thing, please come early if u want to stand in front.. not pushing to the front.. if u're late please stand behind.. don't let those ppl smack u as well..

5th, this is the BIGGEST problem which is go home.. after watching Beast, we were thinking to leave right away cause we scare the train station will be close if we're late.. sommore it's really hard to get a cab on that time.. we used an hour to get a cab, but seriously.. ugh~ don't wanna talk anymore.. I just keep it to myself..

at last, I reach home at 11pm.. safe and sound.. hmm~ because of this event, I had fight with someone seriously.. but still.. thank you.. we really think that we can't go to this concert at first, but I had move myself at last minute.. my friend had surprise alot.. I think.. hehe~ ^^ kamsahamida, chingu~

hmm.. I should stop now.. I can't focus my study at all because the attraction of my lappie.. I should keep it at somewhere else, so I can stop attracted by it.. ><" *slap my face* PLEASE STUDY!! AND STOP SURFING!!ugh~!!

Fighting~!! Hwaiting~!!

2011-07-29T12:11:00.000+08:00

examination coming soon.. gonna stop blogging for awhile.. ><"

maybe I will bring a surprise while I'm back.. just for those who are "Beauty".. hiek hiek hiek~ so stay tuned..

probably this will be my last examination, so I had to study very hard and fight for it.. *even now I'm still donno anything on these subjects yet..* and I need to control myself for stop surfing net, especially update those info for my guys.. hahaha XD now need to focus on my studies.. hoping and praying for my last exam..

wish me luck..!! hwaiting~!! ^^

photo unreadable :(

2011-07-27T02:12:00.002+08:00

I was planning to update Beast Fans Meeting Asia Tour in Malaysia tonight.. but suddenly my all photos unreadable and blank!!!!!!! aarrgghh~~!!!!! what's going on??!!

all my lovely photos are G.O.N.E.~!!! THIS IS SO F***king SH!T!!

well, yeah.. I did went to MTV worldstage 2011 and I didn't bring camera along as well.. so I think I will not update about MTV since no photos with me.. ><" but seriously, they did a great job during performance..!! so HOT!! *even I cannot clearly see the stage and the screen as well*

great.. no more fans meeting update now.. and because of your exclusive-own-limited-absolutely-one-photos are all gone.. congratulation, idiot.. ==" ~~r u HAPPY now??!!~~

High Expectation doesn't mean Happy Ending

2011-07-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

expectation getting higher recently.. until just now..
someone pulled my expectation down seriously..
It always happened to me.. why?? why there always something will cut my happiness so suddenly?? even just a small happiness..

I'm already adult now.. no longer teenager or kids anymore.. and I just want to go an event.. not go clubbing or doing something illegal.. can't u just let me go?? I'm just going for one day not once a week.. U know that not only hurting me ~~and U also hurting my friends too~~.. *sigh*

I need some freedom seriously.. U thought U already giving me freedom.. actually u're not.. cause U still controlling me.. part of my life actually..

It's snowing~ It's snowing~ Seolleim's snowing~ ♥

2011-07-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

today I almost forgot I got an appointment with my classmate which go to Korean Village and having lunch together.. *hope I won't forgot next week d.. please remind me ya!! XD*

when we enjoyed our meal and we just like having meal in Heaven~ Mmm~ yumm~ that's all we said when we enjoyed our food especially BBQ.. hehe

after meal, I suggested to go Korean Mart and have a visit since my friend never went before and guess what.. finally.. F.I.N.A.L.L.Y.~ I BOUGHT THIS ICE CREAM~ T.T FINALLY~

Everytime I watch this cf, I wonder how it taste like and why the package look like this.. and everytime I wanna buy this but no chances.. T.T and today my small small lil wish already came true and YES~!! IT's TASTE LIKE HEAVEN ONCE AGAIN~~ u should eat this on hot weather.. peeeeeerfect combination~ XP will buy and taste chocolate flavor next time!! tehee~ ^^

it's snowing~ it's snowing~ Seolleim's snowing~ ♥

In my heart~ In my mouth~ ♥

oww~ the taste just like the song.. so yummy~ XP

There's still time.. NO, it's too LATE..

2011-07-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

I can't image.. how my future will be..

there's so many things I want to do, but I didn't do it..

there's so many things I want to go through, but I didn't..

at the end, what I get is nothing..

I'm already 19 and half gonna be 20 soon..

I reflash my memories.. I felt like I never done something that I want to do so much before..

someone told me, please do whatever u want when u're still young.. after these aged, U wont able to do it anymore cause it's too LATE..

sigh.. sigh.. and sigh..

sitting there do nothing.. I don't know what to do cause my life doesn't go well..

I remember I planned so much things for myself in the future when I'm still in secondary school..

but, things doesn't went like my plan as well..

it's all ruined.. and I had to plan and plan again..

but still.. ruined.. and ruined..

and now.. I had no idea what to plan right now..

I feel like I had no direction right now..

cause I scare..

it will be ruined again..

Life is unfair, so don't complain even it's just a small thing..

U should be proud that U can get whatever U want, U are lucky enough, people..

[Late Update] U-KISS "Bran New Kiss" Showcase in Malaysia 2011 (10th June 2011)

2011-07-11T00:07:00.003+08:00

Venue : Pavilion Main Entrance

Date/Time : 10th June 2011, 8.30pm

Character : M3, Merlene and our main characters, U-KISS !! \^o^p

arrive there at 4pm something, not much ppl but still abit crowded.. X( coz the fans stopped at there blocking ppl passing by the road.. well, it's abit.. annoying u can say..

the funny thing is when I saw ppl passing by and look the stage and they said..

"Wow, who's coming here tonight??"
"Neh~ the Korean group, ~~Beast~~ loh.."

well, I donno want to laugh or cry when I heard these.. I mean.. HELLO, there's no "BEAST" this word on the board!! are u blind??!!

it's abit far, right?? ><" ya, it is.. but I still can see it.. *my mind's expectation*

HERE THEY ARE, U-KISS!! ^^

*p/s>> this is quite behind shows, coz the place I standing can't see anything, becoz there's too many ppl blocking in front of me, all I can see is just those ppl's heads and hands carrying phone and camera.. so my fren asked me to change the place at the end coz she standing quite front.. thanks to my fren!! finally I can take these pictures!! XD*

enjoy the pictures.. :)

the showcase ended..

many ppl leaving after the showcase ended.. actually it's not the real ended.. coz they went up to the stage once again and gonna doing fan services to KISS ME!! and the security guard unblock the road and let us go in front abit which near to the stage and see them more clearly!! OMO!!

and we saw Baki at media zone.. ahaha, he's a funny MC and I'm so jealous to him that he always get to see K-pop artists.. with short distance + F.O.C. + stay closer.. ><"

here they are!! once again.. XD omo!! sooooo handsome and cute.. XD their real person are much much better than the photo and inside the TV..

I wan to capture Kevin and the leader but too bad the security guard blocking my view.. hmm.. :(

they're doing charity event and take picture with orphans which came from Melaka.. there's alot of children.. like whole stage ><"

well, this is the real goodbye now.. T.T please come again, guys!!

I heard some of the boys' handphone already lost during showcase.. their phone actually kept at manager's bag and they can't find out the stealer and no one saw who stealing them.. I guess everyone was concentrate to the showcase so much and the thief get to steal the things easily..

yeah, they're right.. there's no use to report to police anymore coz the things already gone and never come back again..!! well, I hope there's no next time.. if not, I don't think they will come back to here anymore.. so please please please~ no next time..!!

my comment.. hmm..

compare to the others, they may not the best group that I ever seen so far but I like their fan services compare to other showcase events.. they giving a good impression for me like "u are welcome to see us anytime" and not like "耍大牌" artist somethings.. they are quite easy to treated compare to others K-pop event.. I guess..

well, I would like to see them again if they coming back here once again.. I think it will be came true right?? hehe.. XD

[Late Update] Jang Keun Suk Asia Tour 2011 In Malaysia (4th June 2011)

2011-07-09T00:34:00.002+08:00

Date : 4th June 2011, Saturday

Venue : Plenary Hall, Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre

Time : 5 pm
Character : M3, Melissa, Merlene, Melody and the main character, Jang Keun Suk \^o^p

received a called from Melissa few days ago from the events which asked me wanna go see a super duper HANDSOME + POPULAR actor?? she already bought the tickets and she need somebody to accompany her, so I accepted her invitation at last.. my friend is a super BIG FAN of him, so she's so happy when she got the chances to see him in real life.. haha.. well, I'm really shocked that I can get to see Jang Keun Suk in real life.. a real Korean actor.. with my eyes.. in front of me!

How do I know Jang Keun Suk this actor??
I knew him since I saw his appearances on a drama which called "Hwang Jin Yi", that time he got my attention so much even just appeared for few episodes, he looks so young and so cute because of his pure innocent character on that drama, I fall in love with this cute actor.. I don't know why I can remember him so deeply until I saw him once again at "Beethoven Virus".. my first thought was like "OH! that cute little guy!!" I was so happy that I can watch his role drama again.. haha.. but he's not the main character on that drama, so it's quite sad when his love rejected him.. *heartbroken* and then, there's a very very very popular drama named "You're Beautiful" and finally he got the main character in drama!! and haha, that's drama was so DAMN funny.. it's a comedy drama which quite different compare to other korean dramas.. one word, Awesome..!! XD

I haven watch his newest drama, "Marry Me, Mary" so I guess I should watch it when I'm free.. hmm..

so here is it, m3 and Melody which is Merlene's sister..

our seats was sooooo DAMN behind, we at last 2nd row and I was like "OMG~ how am I suppose to see him?? this is so FAR..!!"

haha, it's balloon version of Jang Keun Suk.. cute!! XD

His lastest Japanese MV, "Let me Cry"

when the show almost started, me and Melissa are planning to changing seat to front abit which no one sitting on it.. and luckily we found 2 seats on the 1st row!! kyaa~ can watch him closer.. tehee~ (p/s >> we're at Bronze zone so it's on upstairs seat.. >< )

wohoo~!! He's show up finally!! XD OMG~~ well, enjoy the pictures..

reveal his unreleased photos at London.. well, I got most of them but I decided just upload 3 for u guys.. sorry XD I got a picture which can makes u nose bleeding but I didn't upload here.. mianhe~

his character in "Mary Me, Marry"..

ahh~ I love this character, Hwang Te Kyung!! ahahaha XD he's so cute!!

well, the pictures that u saw just now was only in show part 1 , I don't have any shows part 2 and 3 photos coz the camera are not allowed and the stuffs keep sport checking on us.. ><" too bad~ behind shows were so Amazing~!! it was like ROCKing and CLUBbing with ur idol!! So F***ing Awesome!! hahaha.. sorry, I got influenced by them.. especially his partner, keep saying F***ing this word.. XD like his said, F***ing means very very very very very very very very very very~ ahahaha XD

at the end of the show.. Melissa is wearing his official merchandises Tee,

I ♥JKS

on the way to KLCC, it's quite late on that time and we were sooooo hungry, but too bad.. the shops are closing that time.. but luckily we found a bread shop and we bought that and sharing together coz it's a expensive sandwiches.. hmm.. :/

he said that he will come again, I'm not sure I can see him next time or not.. well, I hope I can..

Oh man, he is so F***ing HANDSOME and CUTE too.. I can't stopped saying it to my friend..!! even my friend also laughing at my words.. OMG~ I'm really crazy now.. F***ing crazy XD

윤리더생일축하햄!!!!!!!!

2011-07-04T00:50:00.000+08:00

hmm.. our first met?? let's see.. well, I'm not really remember about it..

I think u keep teasing Kikwang and makes him laugh after that nod and smile to me..

haha, I hope was like that, my mind still flashing the memories.. ><"

sometimes u didn't talk alot.. but when u're active, u will be overly active.. and naughty too.. haha.. yeah~

my mom said u became so thin recently and I didn't realize at beginning until she said to u then I only.. hmm..

please eat well and sleep well, leader.. ~~come and find me ASAP if I'm shifting..~~ hahahahaha.. XD

anyway, Happy Birthday, Yoon Leader.. and Kamsahamida~ ^^ tehee~

Seriously??!! I'm going to Beast concert??!!

2011-06-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

well, I really thought that I can't go to the concert seriously.. till the last Saturday, I received a called.. tehee~ Guess what.. I got the tickets from them!! ^^ omo!! I really can't believe myself too..
and I'm gonna meet them TOMORROW~ kyaa~ ♥♥

can't wait to see you, oppa.. q^o^/ c u later!! hwaiting!! ♥

you are nothing to him

2011-06-30T01:36:00.000+08:00

after receiving a shocking news.. until now my heart still.. well, u can say it's bleeding..

u can say that I'm immature, stupid, crazy or anything cause I need somebody to wake me up seriously.. I'm going too deeply, I need someone to take me out from that world seriously..
I keep telling myself, even comfort and advised myself.. you are nothing to him, NOTHING.. I keep repeat and repeat to myself..

but still.. it hurts.. alot
I know..
it's not his fault.. it was me..
it's not from him.. it was me..
ALL.. was came from me..
it just me.. my thought.. my expectation.. I'm over addicted..

and I need to stop.. right now

please wake up, you're nothing to him.. it's a FACT.. you just in FICTION..

you will never realize how much you love him until he found someone he loved.. and you will never know that this guy could make you hurt that much..

I never knew that a Guy could really make me Cry , I'm tough , at least that's what I tought . Well He proved me wrong , but the thing is , I never thought It would hurt this Much

and yes, it true..

but still, I will try to stand up and support him once again.. even it's pain but I'll try.. wishing them with my smile.. :)

{Late update} 2AM showcase!! XD (21st May 2011)

2011-06-26T22:16:00.002+08:00

Venue : Wisma MCA

Time : 6pm

Character : Erlina, M3, Merlene and of course the main characters!! 2AM!! wohoo~!! *clap clap* \^o^/

anyway, hope u enjoy the pictures.. ^^

there are 3 members birthday on May..!! guess who?? XD

wohoo~!! FINALLY~!! 2AM！！ XD

OMG~ so jealous~ X(

Let me introduce :
1st member, JinWoon.. I think he's the most handsome looking him in real person.. hehe ^^

2nd member, JoKwon.. well, I was quite expecting about his funny shows.. but hmm.. he doesn't show it.. just a lil bit.. :/ ~~*disappoint*~~

3rd member, ChangMin.. oppa, this hairstyle doesn't suit u.. before that was nicer.. y u change it?? ><"

4th which is the last member, SeuLong.. hmm.. he doesn't look really handsome in real person.. or just the lighting problem?? coz the lighting didn't bright on him alot.. or it just me?? hmm.. :/ I still like him thou.. hehe

oww~ lucky fans..

JinWoon got an angry bird from fans!! so CUTE~ XD

and they got the KLCC cake for the birthday celebration..
Happy Birthday, JinWoon, ChangMin and SeuLong oppa!! ^^

shhh~ hehe

hmm.. I wanna see them moreeeee~ T.T

end..
it's quite happy that I got the chance to meet 2AM in real life.. their songs are great!! they have amazing voices..!! I can't believe that I can heard them in LIVE performance in front of my eyes.. hope to meet them again next time!!

2AM, saranghae~!! ^^

sorry XP

2011-06-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

I ponteng just now.. once again..

it was my friend's "nice" planning.. haiz.. now I was given alert if I'm not going to replace the class tmr, I will be banned from exam.. and I was like.. =="

HELLO, I JUST PONTENG 1 TIME ONLY, HOW COME U SAID I PONTENG MORE THAN 3 TIMES??!! WHERE THE HELL IS THE 2 FROM??!!

that's just stupid.. her class is boring, so DAMN boring.. yeah, I almost slept everytime when I at her class..

well, back to the topic.. this Saturday, most of my classmates gonna go for Kedah/Penang trip.. I can't go.. due to some personal problem.. I hope I can join u guys too.. but I'm so sorry.. *haha, I know u aim to my camera so don't lie to me!! XP bluek~ joking* anyway, thx guys.. I don't know how much u want me to go so much.. but still.. X( please concern me, okay??

*sigh* nowadays, I feel like no spirit in my mind.. just like everyday I didn't get to live with my planned mat, somethings broke my planned everytime and it's so suddenly and at the end leave with disappointment.. it happened almost everyday.. I don't know.. why??

haha, I know u want to watch tv so much.. but U have to worked for "someone", right?? hehe.. sorry.. blame urself, not us.. why?? pls think urself.. XP

I'm still hoping.. praying.. wishing.. please~

emo?? no, it's totally hopeless

2011-06-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

disappointment.. hopeless..

I bringing them everyday..

I was hoping for a better day or a better life.. but at the end it's always turn to disappointment..

I need someone to talk to.. but there's no one..

I need someone to help me.. but there's no one too..

and I felt that I'm hopeless for being myself.. I don't even know what am I born for..

it's heartbroken.. I cry.. most of the time

:(

2011-06-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

I wanna go.. T.T

~~can someone steal the tickets for me??~~

*sigh* it's hopeless..

♥同愿同行♥生活营

2011-06-08T12:52:00.000+08:00

this is my first time to become a counselor on this camp, had to take care standard 4 to 6 but there a additional student which still studying standard 3.. it was hard actually, but kinda fun thou.. although my group was abit naughty and hard to handle, but still they are good and kind children.. I love them all.. :) especially the girl who take care me so well.. very well, looks like she's my counselor more than I do.. hahaha XD and I hope the boys wont be naughty again next time..

yeah~!! these are my colleagues who joined and became counselor in this camp.. haha.. that time we're quite tired, but when the camera shows up, everyone become energize and pose to the camera immediately.. XD

this is a great experiences for me.. and memorable.. ^^ I don't know will it happen again or not but I still hope we can have this again next time, no matter what kind of activities..

생일 축하함니다 - 손동운

2011-06-06T00:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday..
I still remember the first time we met a year ago..
and I'm still blur-ing condition.. coz I never expected so much..
anyway, thank you..
thanks for the smile..
I appreciated alot..
Kamsahamida ^^

you're the first oppa who smile to me, thanks.. saranghae~ ♥

solved?? no, things not going well..

2011-06-02T10:12:00.000+08:00

how..?

things not going well.. once again..
I tot this time will be success if I work hard abit..
but it's not..
I tot everything can be solve if I work hard..
but it's not..
why..?
I don't dare.. don't dare to tell her..
cause I'm scare..

thanks.. to you..

maybe u tot what u did are annoying and useless to me.. but for me, it's a big consolation..
cause nobody will comfort me like that.. making fun and jokes and touch my head..

ya, it's you.. and no need to feel sorry to me.. I'm not angry at all..

Lucky Secret

2011-05-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

today, I heard a story.. which.. made me so envy about her.. well.. not completely envy.. I wonder how they will feel if they knew about it.. maybe I could feel it.. ya, it's pain.. I think it will be the secret forever.. just maybe..

suddenly I felt.. so many people around me are so lucky.. no matter what kind of things.. it just made me so jealous..

reflash back to that moment..
it seem like I'm the who get nothing at the end.. and ya, this is true..
I'm so regret.. why.. why I never did that.. it just so ridiculous.. ~~ya, I'm stupid, that's all..~~

There's no used to regret anymore.. cause it won't coming back again.. even I was hoping for that..

Fiction

2011-05-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

The story behind of "Fiction ":

The story about a person who fell in love, but even after the break up, he continued the story through a novel. Even though he knows that it’s all a fiction, he can’t let his love go.

u know.. because of you.. my heart getting hurts slowly..

speechless

2011-05-14T01:04:00.000+08:00

recently keep received "SHOCK"-ing news.. new songs released and the teaser video released and then guess who coming here again on July??

well, well.. this is too suddenly.. I had no time to think and decide at all!! THIS IS TOO RUSH!! OMG!! why why WHY??!!

OH GOD, HOW COME U CAN TREAT ME LIKE THIS??!! LAST TIME ALSO..!!

I wanna cry.. I don't know whether I can go or not.. ~~this is.. stupid..~~ :(

it's raining.. finally :)

2011-05-12T14:26:00.000+08:00

it's raining.. finally..

and suddenly..
I found that it is a miracle..

everyone revealed at FB saying that their places started to rain when they listening to this new rainy song....

so I try..

guess what..

It works..

just like a miracle..

thx, oppa.. ur song was nice, especially the cough.. love it :)

Sweetest Scene ^^

2011-05-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

I called your name.. always.. :) shhh~ it's a secret.. hehe ♥

Mid Valley with Melissa

2011-05-04T23:30:00.028+08:00

This is probably my first time going Mid Valley with Melissa by ourselves.. yeah, it was fun and I'm afraid to tell you that we still not enough for that.. ><" we need more time to play and explore!!

so, since Melissa haven't eat her breakfast yet, she choose Tony Roma's for having her breakfast a.k.a lunch at there..

there's a korean fair at same floor and she bought this candy and recommend to me.. and ya, it was tasty!! I love combination of milk taste and mint together.. totally perfect!! XD

and guess what, we found there also got sell BANANA MILK, we both jumping and shouting (of coz quitely) over there, and the staffs keep watching at us.. what a shame.. well, she did bought one from Korea and share with me last time since here don't have selling this.. but now, no more worries!! yeah!! DaeBakk~!! but the package was abit different compare to Korea, u can see at the picture.. we prefer Korea package more.. ><"

we order set lunch and they got mushroom and soft drinks..

even a bread with garlic butter.. emm.. it is hard to cutting off the bread.. ><"

and I order this.. emm.. I forgot the name..

and she order this.. well, it's suppose to be with rice but the staff said it depends on the price.. so.. neh, we kinda confuse about that..

we already sat there more than 2 hours and guess what?? we still haven finish the foods.. no lies.. and we didn't eat dinner after that for whole day.. even dessert also.. ugh~ sorry, Melissa.. Next time we go and eat dessert, okay?? ^^ promise..

it was a great journey, hope there's still have more for next time.. ^^

Fullhouse + VIVA

2011-05-01T22:07:00.048+08:00

Finally I get to go Fullhouse..!! I usually watch them on TV and magazines which hopefully someday I can go there.. but I donno where is it and how to go there so I gave up for having this small wishes.. ><"
oww~ but I can't believe that my cousin would choose to bring us and having meal together at there last week..!!

actually I wanna took some pictures over there.. the designs really nicee~ but abit paiseh la.. so at the end, I didn captured them..

and recently, a new furniture shopping center which located near by to my house already opened few weeks ago.. me and mom were planing going there have some visits since it is near.. and it's abit "high class" I can say.. for me.. ><"

most of them selling home furnitures.. and we did explored alot different kinds of furnitures which some of them were really impressive!!

well, not all of the shops already open so I guess we need to wait longer for the officially opening.. and guess what.. there have THE GARDEN restaurant which similiar to Fullhouse design opened at LG floor.. OMG!! next time no nd to go far far far away to having delicious foods.. XD yeah~!!

a girl who makes the fairy tales came true.. ♥ Royal Wedding ♥

2011-04-29T23:10:00.001+08:00

U make me wanna say I do I do I do do do do do do do do ~ ♥

The TV still showing the wedding, it's already 8 hours there been showing in live broadcast now and it's still not yet end.. well well..I can smell the aroma of wedding air~ XD

An ordinary girl who met with a prince one day and married to him someday.. and live happily after together.. we read and heard alot of these kind of stories.. either Cinderalla, Snow White or Sleeping Beauty and so on.. it seem like a fairy tales stories for everyone, which make ppl thinks that's just for imaginations and it won't happen to us.. but today there's a girl who made this into reality.. who gonna become princess today.. :)

Happy Royal Wedding
♥ Prince William & Kate Middleton ♥

it's hard to believe that an ordinary girl will become princess one day.. I keep thinking about that.. I wanna ask her how she feels.. when she know that she gonna become princess one day.. I wanna ask her so badly..

Jogoya : Last Day

2011-04-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

Their buffet promotion gonna end this Friday.. my friend invite me once again for tasting this "heaven" meal before it end soon.. well, I'm gonna miss their dessert so badly.. T.T

I invite her come over with me as my partner.. well, this is her 1st time having meal in Jogoya.. she keep telling me she's happy that she could taste these ~~such a "expensive and hard-to-find of"~~ foods.. well.. so was I.. :)

Glad that she likes it.. ^^

♥Alor Star and Pulau Langkawi Trip ♥

2011-04-27T22:58:00.005+08:00

Date : 17th April - 21th April 2011

Travel Venue : Alor Star and Pulau Langkawi
Visitor : ♥ M3, Jii3, W3n, Hi3 ♥ ^^v

♥ my seashell collections ♥

Thanks to my friends..♥ Next time MUST go again..!! with enough $$!! XD

more photo on my FB, u can go and have a visit.. thanks~!! ♥

U are amazing

2011-04-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

*I can't believe I would tell him about my everything.. almost..

XXXX XXXXX, u're so amazing..*

I keep thinking about it non-stop.. I don't know why..
I'm feel so touched..

"and thank for telling me everything about u.."

back~

2011-04-22T14:57:00.000+08:00

I back.. escape from noisy for 5D4N.. pls stay tuned.. ^^

waiting..

2011-04-16T14:26:00.000+08:00

finally.. my exam finished.. but I can't bet.. I'm abit worried now.. :(
tmr will be leaving KL for awhile.. going to somewhere that I never went before.. hmm.. I donno how to describe my feeling now.. happy?? hmm.. yeah, a lil bit.. expectation.. hmm.. a lil bit also.. well, I don't know.. I feel so blank after exam.. my mind was not functioning right now.. maybe because lack of sleeping.. z.Z"

realise.. what I just realise..

realise so many things.. ya, maybe I just think too much.. y I have think those rubbish to make my mood so down?? I really hate it.. ugh~

"sister, Y u still don't have a bf?? u already 20 now!!" my sister said suddenly.. "even a 5 years old boy also come and propose to me loh.."

okay, this really made me speechless.. "y don't u go and marry him directly??"

"I don't like a boy who's younger than me""I don't like boys too.. except my "boys" okay??"

"then u should bring those "boys" coming to ur house"

"y should I?? I meet them outside not inside my house okay??"

blah blah blah~ argue non-stop.. stupid conversation.. and idiot sister.. anyway, she's still small.. still donno what is true love.. :/

it is easy to find a boyfriend.. but not for true love..

all I can do.. is wait.. and wait.. and wait..

for the appearance..

waiting is hardest part..

I miss him so badly

just for awhile

2011-04-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

one week more.. please be patient.. just for awhile.. :) hwaiting~!!

happy to see u again..

change.. changed??

2011-04-01T12:48:00.001+08:00

"I can't imagine how I will be.. If I got a bf" I told my fren..

"why??" my fren asked..

"I don't know.." I keep curious about this..

everytime I heard all around my friends said that she wont act like that if her bf did this or did that.. but who knows?? after they getting a bf, they still acted like that like what others gf did.. no one will knows what we will be after getting a bf.. all my friends changed, from a plain water to vineger..

I don't know either myself too.. will I change too if I have one?? I'm started curious about myself more..

but how.. I keep asking myself.. always..

well, gonna start my another journey once again.. :) waiting~ Hwaiting!! ^^

I miss you..

2011-03-24T15:31:00.001+08:00

on the way going home tht time, suddenly plan changing.. because of my frens were argue about going to IKEA, finally they did bring me went to there.. sommore tht time still rainning heavily..

suppose went home at 4pm.. because of this "shock" journey.. reach home at 8pm.. woo~ what a stimulate journey today.. and I'm tired.. ><" coz I just slept 4 hours yesterday.. ugh~ *who's fault is that???!!! XD*

cure~ ^^

2011-03-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

so how was my left hand now?? everyone is asking now..

well.. it's getting better and better now.. *yeah~!* no more long selves to cover my scar anymore!! wahaha~ XD

I almost wan to see doctor during it became serious coz it's really pain when I touch it and put medicine on it.. luckily my fren told it's getting better day by day so at the end I decided not to see doctor after listen to my fren's opinion.. hehe.. and thx to my fren for giving me medicine, I just use 3 times only and there still alot left!! ><" haha.. anyway, it works!!

alot of my fren saw my left hand and feels like don wanna donate blood.. actually, it either depends on u or the nurse.. if u feel relax like u're in the beach, u will feel nth pain at all.. if u nervous, u will become like me.. but if is the trainee, then can't blame.. ><"

try to think u're rescue ppl, or take some free gifts!! I got alot free gift after donated blood sommore oso got lucky draw!! haha.. u see.. u still got many benefits to get!! It's good to save ppl who in hard condition.. compare to my left hand.. it just a small case.. so, hwaiting!! ^^

Jogoya~ ><"

2011-03-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

surprisingly my fren invite me went to Jogoya and eat Japanese buffet a.k.a. mixed buffet.. didn plan to go at beginning but my fren was begging me so hard.. at the end, I accept the invitation.. and unfortunately, she throw a fren behind.. haiz~ I donno how to say the situation.. just pity my fren.. :( *nvm, next time we go together XD*

suppose we have 2 hours to enjoy the foods but because we were over taking the foods.. we extand 30 mins to finish them XD and the staff is trying to "halau" us POLITELY.. haha

well, thx to my fren tht invite for these WONDERFUL buffet and I enjoy them vry much.. there's alot of food to choose but I can't take all of them.. too much adi XD nice, delicious and I'm in HEAVEN~

hope for 2nd round next time.. anyone wants to join mua?? XP

it's still pain, pls recover.. :(

2011-03-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

*sigh* I donno how to describe about my left hand.. it become more and more terrible day by day.. I have no mood at all when I'm watching my hand growing like this.. I can't do anything well.. I still can feel the pain.. I donno, I wanna cry for my left hand.. I don wan this anymore.. so pain.. it's really pain.. *cry hardly*

well, I guess everyone's know about the earthquake which happened at Japan last friday.. I guess.. my left hand not a big deal compare to the case.. actually I'm vry lucky cause I'm at Malaysia and not facing any disasters.. and u should be proud to be at Malaysia not at other countries.. and we should learn from Japan, tht even they facing hard time, but they know what to do and who to rescue, not being rude to anybody even u wan to get somethings.. they put children and female at 1st before themselves.. tht's so professional, I wanna clap for their spirits.. gd job, Japan..!! and #prayforJapan once again.. hope the disasters won't happen again.. pls take gd care on our earth, human.. the only one planet tht we can survive at.. pls~

and oso hoping tht my hand will recover as soon as possible.. so I can do everything well..

but how.. :(

Blood Donation T.T

2011-03-10T14:59:00.000+08:00

went to blood donation with my fren yesterday.. seriously it hurts me alot..

basically, it should just a lil pain but unfortunately I hurt my left hand, they said I was too nervous!! ya, I'm really nervous at the beginning but when they put medicine tht time, I was quite relaxing.. not tht nervous.. I donno y.. when they put the needle tht time, I felt so damn pain, so I tahan for myself since I already decided to donate blood.. guess what, the nurse told me tht the blood doesn't come out.. I'm felt so surprise at the same time I felt alots alots of pain too.. she stopped and pull out the needles, and my hand start bloating.. I really donno wat happened exactly.. seriously it's really hurts me alot..

they asking me still wanna donate with ur right hand or stop donate.. ya, I did.. I tried to relax myself once again and actually my right hand doesn't feel any pain at all.. because of my left hand still pain tht time!! haiz~

good thing I finally donate my blood sucessfully.. the bad thing the scar of my left hand become serious.. what should I do?? the nurse keep saying it's nth it's normal.. I donno.. I really worried alot even now too.. ><"

right hand.. the truthly blood donated hand..

left hand.. which is hurt vry much.. the scar keep spreading.. T.T *sigh* will this really dissappear someday??

and because of this.. my mom scold me alot.. coz I'm vry weak, should not going to donate blood so easily.. :(

I donno, I'm so depressed right now..

jealous.. :/

2011-03-03T01:39:00.000+08:00

guess who..?? XD

sweet moment.. good night.. :)

jealous.. :/

Happy Lifes.. Young Memories..

[Late Update] MOA concert on 3rd December 2011

Happy Chinese New Year~

wae?! T^T

Goodbye 2011, Prepare for 2012

Merry Christmas ^^

Earlier Birthday presents

Happy December ♥

等待

那些年

坏事

Korean Fair is coming back!! XD

InkiONE Kpop Party in the town!!

3D2N Genting Trip

NHK’s Tokyo Kawaii TV coming to KL!!

♥ Happy Wedding Day to Rayman Ong & Michelle Lim ♥

Happy Birthday, Kisa \^o^/

Korean Music Wave in Malaysia 2011

Anyeongirang mal Hello Hello ijen Goodbye Goodbye~

Hyangsuppurijima ireoda yeochinhante deulkindan mallya~

Let's have a Heart to Heart to Heart (TALK!)~

So I can believe I'm not alone~ Ijen not alone~

I'm break it down down down~ Break it down down~ Break it break it down down~!!

HIGH HIGH I'M SO HIGH~!! FLY FLY UP IN THE SKY!!

拜托……

忘掉

Jiie, Happy 20th Birthday!!

I need some good luck please..❤

Mooncake without full moon

Happy Chuseok Day

We All Do Have A Secrets :)

Love.. should be blessing, not for protesting..

so sick :(

vacation = rest

my 1st part time job

2 days more..

Everything is going to be alright..??

back..

I won MTV World Stage tickets??!! OoO"

Fighting~!! Hwaiting~!!

photo unreadable :(

High Expectation doesn't mean Happy Ending

It's snowing~ It's snowing~ Seolleim's snowing~ ♥

There's still time.. NO, it's too LATE..

[Late Update] U-KISS "Bran New Kiss" Showcase in Malaysia 2011 (10th June 2011)

[Late Update] Jang Keun Suk Asia Tour 2011 In Malaysia (4th June 2011)

윤리더생일축하햄!!!!!!!!

Seriously??!! I'm going to Beast concert??!!

you are nothing to him

I never knew that a Guy could really make me Cry , I'm tough , at least that's what I tought . Well He proved me wrong , but the thing is , I never thought It would hurt this Much

and yes, it true..

but still, I will try to stand up and support him once again.. even it's pain but I'll try.. wishing them with my smile.. :)

{Late update} 2AM showcase!! XD (21st May 2011)

sorry XP

emo?? no, it's totally hopeless

:(

♥同愿同行♥生活营

생일 축하함니다 - 손동운

solved?? no, things not going well..

Lucky Secret

Fiction

The story behind of "Fiction ":The story about a person who fell in love, but even after the break up, he continued the story through a novel. Even though he knows that it’s all a fiction, he can’t let his love go.

*speechless*

it's raining.. finally :)

Sweetest Scene ^^

Mid Valley with Melissa

Fullhouse + VIVA

a girl who makes the fairy tales came true.. ♥ Royal Wedding ♥

Jogoya : Last Day

♥﻿Alor Star and Pulau Langkawi Trip ♥﻿

U are amazing

back~

waiting..

just for awhile

change.. changed??

cure~ ^^

Jogoya~ ><"

it's still pain, pls recover.. :(

Blood Donation T.T

jealous.. :/

The story behind of "Fiction ":

The story about a person who fell in love, but even after the break up, he continued the story through a novel. Even though he knows that it’s all a fiction, he can’t let his love go.

speechless

♥Alor Star and Pulau Langkawi Trip ♥