Goodbye 2012 and say Hello to 2013 :)

 

Time flying so fast..

It's the end of the year..

Speaking about this year..

hmm.. not smoothly as much as last year actually..

many things happened, alot of surprises..

but I had learn alot and experience alot seriously..

1st time attend company event and loyal dinner..

1st time flying out of the country..

1st time owned a new phone..

1st time being a sales girl which serving foreigners everyday..

oh yeah.. another new experiences which I'm not tell XD

This year much harder and facing so much problems

but there always a fact which saying..

"Time will solve everything"

Yeah.. it's right..

 Let it be if it's already happened, hold on for awhile while you still facing it..

It is easy to say out loud, but the progress is much 10x harder than saying.. :/

Well, I'm facing alot problem right now..

and I don't know how to solve them..

*sigh*

2013, please treat me good.. oh yeah, the rest of the year also.. please ><

Happy 21st Birthday to myself ^^

还剩一点点的时间，我的生日要过期了

趁现在的时候写一写自己的感受吧

说真的要怎样庆祝我的生日，我还真的没想法

可能出去玩一玩，吃一吃，就这样过一天吧

这就是我们的现实庆祝法吧

不过我很开心那些可以和我一起庆祝的朋友们，为了我大风大雨而来，为了我牺牲睡眠的……

虽然可能对你们没什么然而很辛苦，可是这让我很愧疚，让我很对不起你们……觉得应该要报答一些什么的

总而言之，真的很谢谢你们，爱死你们了^^

说到庆祝，其实脑海里是有一点点的幻想

不知道是看太多小说还是部落格

脑海里突然想要这样那样庆祝

每次看到人家订酒店装饰美美的，为了给朋友一个生日惊喜

不然就到高高的餐厅，可以看夜景的地方庆祝生日

每次看到这些到好想要这样做

不过看看自己的状况，根本没有资格做到这种地步吧

还是想想算了吧

又有想旅行的想法了 ><

今年的生日礼物大部分都很惊喜，从来不会预料的,尤其是妈妈的

虽然不多，但很满足了

21岁了，真的成为大人了，要学会正真正真的独立了

前面的路是不会好走的，希望自己可以坚强一些些

大家要加油加油！！hwaiting!!

and Thanks to those who wish me Happy Birthday!! Love you guys!! Saranghae~!! ^^

 

Tada Kimi Wo Aishiteru~

A girl who born just waiting for her love appear..
Once it came true, she will leave this world..
One day, she met a person and she starting fall in love..
so by that, she became grow up alot and mature.. and the time that she gonna leave became sooner..

Before that, she has a wish..
is to get a kiss from her love..
"If you kiss me, I will die from happiness"
Even the guy accept her request, he was stubborn enough that he could not get the hints from this girl..

"I know I'm not pretty as her, not mature as her.. not only guys but also girls like her alot, even oldies and young people too.."

"Now I may look like a kid, but someday I will become a very very beautiful girl.. You will be surprise and regret that you didn't fall in love with me.."

At last, her wish came true.. and it is the time to leave her love..

At the same time, the guy found himself fall in love with the girl after kissing her..
but then, it was too late..

"It's my very first kiss in my life and also my last.."

"Thank you for everything. Sayonara."

I cry and cry..

Now and Future

Recently I had made a decision for myself.. and also for future..  Thinking doesn't work at all, all we need to do is action.. I suppose to done it on last week, but somewhere I didn't.. I was worried, currently things keep changing before my plan works well.. and I had no idea how to action my plan as well.. 

I'm so tired of making decision for future, I felt so lost currently.. I don't know what to do seriously.. I had a target plan for next year but I'm not sure it will success or not.. it makes me so headache.. My mom keep nagging me here and that and I seriously hate it.. I lost so many freedom on my teenager life and now I would like to fulfill my freedom before get into complicated stupid life.. I'm seriously tired now.. I know I bad on studying and may not clever as they do.. 

I don't know what to say.. everything I wrote and erase again, not because of privacy, it because.. even I complaint as much as I do, the reality won't change anything.. and you won't understand my mind at all..

and I really want to have a vacation on beach and winter countries seriously.. it seem so much fun.. is that possible to taste some food on Paris or Italy as well?? Drawing these picture making me like flying there as well.. :)

Vacation.. where are you??

Everyday watching these pictures make me jealous till dead.. hundreds of picture showing in front me..

That just.. CRUEL

Love their photoshoot seriously.. I wonder if me and my friend can make it as well.. haiz~

When is my next vacation?? 

I miss beach so much.. :(

It's a happiness when someone waiting for you finish work and accompany you to home..
I always wonder how was that feels like..

继续还是不

这几天

妈妈不断地问我

做这份工是长久还是短暂

我给不到任何答案

现在手上要紧

为了生活下去而要找份工打打

想清理身边的烦恼
可是怎么清也清不了

果然赚钱很困难
真的不知道什么时候才能解决

其实这份工对我来说有点辛苦

不止是工作上的累

连和朋友家人的时间渐渐变少很多

上班了睡觉醒了又上班
觉根本都睡不好

每天三更半夜吓醒自己，以为上班时间到

想参加的派对也错过了好多

自由也没了

双脚痛到不想再投诉了

想到明天要上班

今天休息的我跟本轻松不了

想逛街的力气也没有

觉得很累

好想丢下一切

拿个背包

离开这个地方

跑到很远很远的地方

把所有一切的一切烦恼

统统都清掉

Na Na Na Na Na

Na Na Na Na Na

I wanna sleep tonight

In the Midnight Midnight Midnight~

见到兔子们了！

今天刚好是休息

在最后一分钟和朋友打算了非常疯狂的计划

 今早一起集合去目的地

心理的期待并没有那么多

只凭运气去搏一下

没想到

他们出现在我的面前

仿佛一下子不能认出谁是谁

整个人顿时傻了一下

好尴尬

他们对我招招手，对我笑了一下

而我开始慌了

不断对他们行礼，和他们打招呼

觉得自己好傻啊

他们很帅，真人很好看

他们也很高，尤其是maknae

最高就是他了

真的真的好像一场梦

现在一直在回想那个画面

那个画面很短

几乎都想不起是怎样了

不过啊

真得好尴尬啊！

又要回到现实了

哎~

好想再回去 :(