Tada Kimi Wo Aishiteru~

A girl who born just waiting for her love appear..
Once it came true, she will leave this world..
One day, she met a person and she starting fall in love..
so by that, she became grow up alot and mature.. and the time that she gonna leave became sooner..

Before that, she has a wish..
is to get a kiss from her love..
"If you kiss me, I will die from happiness"
Even the guy accept her request, he was stubborn enough that he could not get the hints from this girl..

"I know I'm not pretty as her, not mature as her.. not only guys but also girls like her alot, even oldies and young people too.."

"Now I may look like a kid, but someday I will become a very very beautiful girl.. You will be surprise and regret that you didn't fall in love with me.."

At last, her wish came true.. and it is the time to leave her love..

At the same time, the guy found himself fall in love with the girl after kissing her..
but then, it was too late..

"It's my very first kiss in my life and also my last.."

"Thank you for everything. Sayonara."

I cry and cry..

Now and Future

Recently I had made a decision for myself.. and also for future..  Thinking doesn't work at all, all we need to do is action.. I suppose to done it on last week, but somewhere I didn't.. I was worried, currently things keep changing before my plan works well.. and I had no idea how to action my plan as well.. 

I'm so tired of making decision for future, I felt so lost currently.. I don't know what to do seriously.. I had a target plan for next year but I'm not sure it will success or not.. it makes me so headache.. My mom keep nagging me here and that and I seriously hate it.. I lost so many freedom on my teenager life and now I would like to fulfill my freedom before get into complicated stupid life.. I'm seriously tired now.. I know I bad on studying and may not clever as they do.. 

I don't know what to say.. everything I wrote and erase again, not because of privacy, it because.. even I complaint as much as I do, the reality won't change anything.. and you won't understand my mind at all..

and I really want to have a vacation on beach and winter countries seriously.. it seem so much fun.. is that possible to taste some food on Paris or Italy as well?? Drawing these picture making me like flying there as well.. :)

Vacation.. where are you??

Everyday watching these pictures make me jealous till dead.. hundreds of picture showing in front me..

That just.. CRUEL

Love their photoshoot seriously.. I wonder if me and my friend can make it as well.. haiz~

When is my next vacation?? 

I miss beach so much.. :(

It's a happiness when someone waiting for you finish work and accompany you to home..
I always wonder how was that feels like..