announcement >o<"

Saturday, June 26, 2010

So BEAST!!!!!

finally..!! Beast at Malaysia!!!!! wohooooo~ *clap clap clap* I still not decided yet wat time I should go tht time.. but hopefully can reach there earlier.. ><" but at the end the plan was ruined by someone.. he really made me pissed off!!!!!
reach there at 12pm something and met someone at there.. *haiz.. abit dissappointed to someone else* I tot I will be last person stand at the last line alone coz my fren still haven reach yet.. but luckily I found my SuJu frens through sms and she invite me to join her line.. ><" wow.. not vry front but atleast I no nd to stand for 9 hours.. XD huu~

da POSTA!!!!! big big BIG POSTA!!!!! I wan to grab it vry much!! T.T



all of my frenzz were reach here at last.. such a hot hot hot damn hot weather and there's still a few hours we nd to wait~~ but afternoon there's a lucky draw session for those who take orange colour ball can attend the fansmeeting session which is meet and take photo with BEAST tmr!!!!! FAST-to-FACE!! OMG~ but I got the white ball.. so~~~~~ wuu~~ wu~~ T.T my fren so so so so so damn lucky.. she got it!! haiz~ why? *but I was quite unlucky these recently, maybe I was a bad luck person ><"*

YT!! I hate U~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!


the main enterance.. can't wait to see their real person.. *am I dreaming??*



for those who attended this showcase knew wat happen before entering the hall.. everyone blaming tht the Univesal's service was so bad and they didn even let us go in early and they let us stand outside for 1 and half hour late then only give us go in.. but the truth is.. atcually the BEAST coming late becoz of the conference and they nd to used the stage for rehersal tht's why they don us go in.. I can see tht the staffs was busying calling the phone and waiting for their arrive.. before tht I tot the showcase will be cancel, if tht's true.. it really break my heart.. not becoz of didn meet them.. is becoz of $$.. ><"

but finally we can go in at last, I was worried tht if the time was not enuff.. izzit means tht I cannot get their signature?? my mind was full of thinking while watching the showcase.. hmm.. k la.. I was lying.. I didn watch at all coz alot ppl pushing, and due to my height.. I was regret tht I didn wear high heels for watching the showcase.. I was at middle standing before the show started.. when the show start, I adi given pushed by ppl to aside.. and the whole showcase only me 1 person watching the tv screen and didn watch the live performance at all.. but the funniest things is.. my fren was standing in front of me.. but I donno at all..!! at the end I only saw him.. and I vry regret tht I didn called him tht time.. if not, he will let me stand in front of him and I can watch the live performance adi!!!!!! ><" *no used adi la..*

BEAST!!!!! all of them look so handsome!! ><"



she's so lucky.. ugh~ y I didn give my ticket..??!! >o<" ahh~!!!!!!


SHOCK!!!!!



hehe.. got their signature!!!!! atcually I was quite front tht time.. so I got their signature 1st due to my frenz.. some of my fren didn get their signature coz they planned to get it tmr at 1U.. before go up to the stage, atcually abit nervous for me.. but gone up stage, my mind was blank.. just like u donno wat to do, just walk and gave them sign on it.. 1st member, Jun Hyung oppa, the rapper, he didn even look at me.. he just sign on my album then to another member.. and he look at another fans.. haiz.. wat I can said is.. such a handsome boy.. too bad he didn look at me.. *and I cant even recognise him at all!! he really change alot!!* next, Dong Woon oppa, he holding my album and looking at me.. tht time I still looking at Jun Hyung oppa and expect him to look at me.. but I gave up finally and move my eyes to Dong Woon.. he was like.. waiting for me to said something or thinking y am I still looking at Jun Hyung oppa even I adi stand in front of him????? and I quite shocked when looking at him like tht and bow down and said "kamsahamida" to him.. haha.. he's smile to me and signature the album and look back to me again.. and I stoned tht time.. until the next 2 member even who 1st I oso donno, I only know Gi Kwang oppa and Du Jun oppa only.. coz my mind was controled by Dong Woon's smile.. but I still rmb, maybe I got said thank you to Gi Kwang, and his smile was so bright tht time.. he looks so happy and so energetic.. ><" if I'm not wrong tht time, Gi Kwang and Du Jun whisper to each other and then laugh so happy.. haha.. even they older than me but they look like children to me.. like to kacau kacau around 1.. especailly Du Jun oppa.. y?? gonna ask Hyun Seung oppa ler.. ><" until the 5th member, Hyun Seung oppa, he start look at me tht time I only wake up from dream.. atcually his face didn look so well, feel like gonna sick and fall down anytime.. and once again said "kamsahamida" and bow down to him.. he gave a little soft smile to me and sign to my album.. atcually he vry vry vry vry vry tired.. ya, everyone knew tht.. ugh~ stupid manager, cant u let them rest for awhile even 1 day oso can, must everyday working and grab $$ de meh??!! 1 day didn grab $$ oso wont die d lah!!!!! haiz.. poor kidzz.. last member, Yo Seob oppa!! I was so expecting to talk to him.. coz yesterday I watch IU and Yo Seob perform the Mrashmallow, and I wan to tell him..!! but.. but.. but.. he didn even look an eye to me at all.. and he talking to my previous fan and looking my next fan.. T.T so so so so so damn sad.. and like tht I given pushed by a security and ask me to go.. such a chance like tht flew away adi.. haiz~ but anyway, I got their all signature at last.. ><"

dang Dang!!!!! XD hapi hapi~



I didn straight go away, I sitting aside of the stage, usually we cannot stay there but donno y the security didn halau me, he jus halau other fans only.. so I can see BEAST so clearly at there.. but due to the time, I had to go before 11pm coz scare monorial and Star Line gonna close tht time.. I told tht my frenz tht I leave soon and walk alone to Raja Chulan station.. but luckily some of the fans are oso going to tht station so I wont be alone.. XD reach home at 11.20pm smthg.. haha.. get alot msg from my frenzz.. they're so lucky.. got snatch poster.. got SHAKE HAND to the leader Du Jun oppa.. haiz~ y I'm only 1 person got d 1 things only.. T.T damn damn damn sad loh.. ><" btw, it's really nice to meet them.. hope to meet them again next time!! I don wan to miss the chance again!! I wanted to be a notty fan!!!!! haha XD well, such a tired, hot and hungry day.. everyone, xing ku ni men le.. especially BEAST!! XD thx for coming to M'sia.. I knew tht becoz of Thailand then u only came here d.. XD haha.. but it's okay, atleast U got come here to let us to see u guys.. one word, NICE!!!!! XD
So BEAST!!!!! will be back someday!! ><"

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Shock SHOCK!!!!!

Wohoo!!!!! I cant believe I will get the album a.k.a. 2T (T-shirt + Ticket) today!! wahahaha happy happy!! ><"
Jus now afternoon recieved a calls from speedy and ask me this stock adi on their hands when am I gonna get them.. I tot I will get it Saturday coz mom wont be go Jusco at night becoz of traffic jam.. but totally not!! she said will bring me go and get it tonight.. most of my frens haven get the album yet!!!!!
saw their signature??!! neh~ fake one.. but I'm gonna get the real one soon!!

the ticket!! ><" should keep it tightly!!
nal jung mal MYSTERY MYSTERY~
Everyday I SHOCK~ Every night I SHOCK~
SHOCK for them, Beast fans!!!!! \^o^/

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Henry??!! Today??!!


Today I saw Henry.. cant believe it.. ><"
always saw him at TV.. from the Super Star until his MC and drama.. and today I saw his real person.. jus in front of me..
hmm.. atcually I'm not his fan but I'm still abit curious to see his real person so I see him.. haha.. his skin so fair.. compare to my skin.. haiz *shake head*
anyway, yayaya mom.. I know he's from Sabah and now I show u I adi saw his real person today.. so don show off again!! hmph!!
haiz.. due to our class.. I can hear him sing.. too bad.. I wan to hear it so badly.. ><"
my joke always made ppl mad
I think I don wan talk any joke again
it's not fun at all
it's only destroy my mood
and my heart

Monday, June 14, 2010

my PLAYground

when me and my sister having lunch this afternoon at house, and my dad suddenly come back home from work and ask us to go out and having lunch with him again.. and I was like DAMN!! how can I suppose to eat another meal even I adi full and just ate my meal..??!! ><" haiz.. nvm.. and I tot he will bring us go a chinese restaurant like we used to go.. but this time definately different!! I was SHOCK!! tht my dad will bring us go to this kind of theme like go green smthg of restaurant.. ><" one word.. wow~



atcually only 3 of us sat on 2nd floor.. XD cool~!!

full of butterflies~

wow.. full of leaves!!!!!


emm.. anyone know how to play this?? o.0"

lemon juice and honey.. nice nice!! ><"

my meal!! I cant believe I can finish it all.. ><" ugh~ full full FULL!!!!!

such a beautiful and warmful restaurant.. I'm gonna come here for 2nd time!! like this restaurant vry much.. love the design of pictures.. ><" anyway, thx to dad for bringing us to here.. hehe.. ^^ *I forgot to capture a book tht I like!! I wan tht book soo badly!!*

JUNE = month of korean idol XD

this month, got 2 korean groups come to Malaysia!!
1st.. U-KISS!! oww.. they r having fansmeeting at KLCC this Saturday..!! I really wan to see them vry much.. but I think I cant coz no ppl accompany + no money adi.. haiz.. sad.. ><" ahh~!!
2nd is.. Beast/B2ST!! haha.. ystdy I adi go order their limited album + T-shirt + ticket.. XD but I oso scare tht if too many ppl go, the ticket will not enough for us.. 2000 seats.. hmm.. they having fansmeeting next Saturday at KL Live and Sunday at 1U!! I'm going Saturday..!! Sunday the place was too far from my place.. ><"
wuu~ wu~ I wan to see U-Kiss too.. love their T-shirt design.. ><" I wan to get 1!! but.. but.. but.. T.T haiz~ anyway, atleast I still can go for Beast.. ><" Beast, here I come!!

Saturday, June 12, 2010

对不起,伤害你的心

我已经伤害了朋友的心……

我该怎么办??

怎么解释都没用了……

只想说……

因为太羡慕了,所以会不停地说……

希望你别误会……

你就跟着你的心,别管我所说的乱话……

去做你要做的吧……



因为以前一直被朋友说自己的
就是这样而改去说对方的
可是现在我觉得我错了
不应该的……
真的很对不起

Friday, June 11, 2010

date with YT

having date with YT.. atcually before tht we are planned to go play badminton at Kota Raya, but at last Chibi cant go.. so we change our plan which we oso donno where we to go.. jus for a walk at TS, having meal at Sgi Wang and Pavilion too..
surprisingly, she told me a news about herself.. wow.. I was vry happy for her, I'm gonna give my 100% support to her!! XD haha.. expecting~

I rmb somebody said tht Pavilion having Balloon Fair now.. wow..!!

if can, I would like to try tht flying balloon.. too bad.. it's available for those kids which not more than 30kg.. ><"
I really like the whole decorations.. all using balloons.. XD
love the clown balloons.. ><" there still alot but I didn capture it..!!
way to home.. oww.. I guess everyone likes to see rainbow right??
well, it vry nice to go out with her..I would like to go out with her again.. bt today becoz of the heavy bag, I cant walk alot.. I scare the bag will broke.. ><" sry, fren.. made u misunderstand again..
I nvr like him
I'm just admire at him
I still donno wat is like and love
even I said I like someone else
it's just a short period
nvr long lasting
so don get wrong with it k??
I really really hope u can understand

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

:/

dissappointing to myself.. just ignore it.. I felt vry useless now.. doing nth and still sitting here typing blog.. I wan to slap myself until wake up..

DAMN YOU!! you really made me PISSED OFF!!

Love this song recently.. keep listening non-stop.. "nagging" *playing on mixpod* maybe nagging made u vry hate it but at the same time it also means happiness to u.. doesn't it feel happy if someone can nagging at u all the time??

sometimes I don understand myself
sometime I don know wat happen to myself
it made me really headache
I'm starting to hate myself..

Monday, June 7, 2010

no presents, only got surprise

Today I'm asking him about his B'day celebration..

seems like quite successful.. he's got alot surprises tht day.. until 3am only go home..

too bad I cant celebrate with him.. ><"


"do you receive anything?? I mean.. around ur B'day.."

"nope...... no presents, only got surprise.."


hmm.. I guess.. he didn receive my B'day card, right?? haiz.. too bad.. *sad and sigh*

anyway, it's okay *again* for me.. atleast he had a wonderful celebration on tht day.. I think it's quite memorable.. ^^



one of my dear fren had broken heart these lately

tmr gonna bring her go and eat at Zanmai Sushi

hope she will become better..

cheer up girlz.. ^^ support ya!! don be sad!! ><"

Friday, June 4, 2010

Happy B'day Brother!!




Nice or not??

I adi used 2 hours to did this and I decided to did it on last last last mins 3 dayz ago..

coz it used almost 3 dayz to post this send to penang.. donno it will be recieved by him or not.. haiz *worrying*

anyway, Happy 18th Birthday to my little brother..

may wish him happy @lways.. ^^ he seem like so buzy today.. alot of frenz helped him celebrate whole day.. no matter day or night.. *buzy until cannot answer my phone T.T*
haha, it's okay for me tht didn chat with him.. just wan him happy on his big day.. ><"


觉得自己很奇怪
去留意别人的
却不留意自己的
不管谁还是一样
感觉好像自己是坏女生
觉得很对不起自己的朋友们
还有他们的误会