I miss them

Tomorrow

is my first day for my new job

Although it was seriously low salary

but I still learn to accept it

I need to think as I came for learning not for money

But still.. I'm not happy

and it's not about money.. *Although it still is, cause everyone said that I'm been bullied by them seriously.. and I feel so hurt*

Since I came back from there

what I realized that

I never thought that we're living at such a worst place..

I felt like I wanna bring all around my family and friends to there

cause we no need to worry for the safety-ness everyday everywhere and every minute..

and we can hang out whenever we want and have fun everyday

I want to bring my friend to play water and capture alot nice pictures..

I want to bring my family to eat and enjoy as much as we want..

I want to hang out after having a stressful work and chit chat for the whole night till the next morning..

I want to do whatever I want and no need to worry for being targeted every time..

and I miss my oversea friends alot.. I want to talk whatever to them and release my stress out loud at terrace.. and I miss the night of the cold air.. even it's really cold but I like it so so much.. 

But.. when can I have that kind of life again..??

It's really hard seriously..

Sometime, Life is so damn cruel that we are forced to accept it..