Seriously??!! I'm going to Beast concert??!!

well, I really thought that I can't go to the concert seriously.. till the last Saturday, I received a called.. tehee~ Guess what.. I got the tickets from them!! ^^ omo!! I really can't believe myself too..
and I'm gonna meet them TOMORROW~ kyaa~ ♥♥

 can't wait to see you, oppa..  q^o^/  c u later!! hwaiting!! ♥

you are nothing to him

after receiving a shocking news.. until now my heart still.. well, u can say it's bleeding.. 

u can say that I'm immature, stupid, crazy or anything cause I need somebody to wake me up seriously.. I'm going too deeply, I need someone to take me out from that world seriously..
I keep telling myself, even comfort and advised myself.. you are nothing to him, NOTHING.. I keep repeat and repeat to myself..

but still.. it hurts.. alot
I know..
it's not his fault.. it was me..
it's not from him.. it was me..
ALL.. was came from me..
it just me.. my thought.. my expectation.. I'm over addicted..

and I need to stop.. right now

please wake up, you're nothing to him.. it's a FACT.. you just in FICTION..

you will never realize how much you love him until he found someone he loved.. and you will never know that this guy could make you hurt that much..

I never knew that a Guy could really make me Cry , I'm tough , at least that's what I tought . Well He proved me wrong , but the thing is , I never thought It would hurt this Much  

and yes, it true..

but still, I will try to stand up and support him once again.. even it's pain but I'll try.. wishing them with my smile..  :)

{Late update} 2AM showcase!! XD (21st May 2011)

Venue : Wisma MCA

Time : 6pm

Character : Erlina, M3, Merlene and of course the main characters!! 2AM!! wohoo~!! *clap clap* \^o^/

anyway, hope u enjoy the pictures.. ^^

 there are 3 members birthday on May..!! guess who?? XD

 wohoo~!! FINALLY~!! 2AM！！ XD

 OMG~ so jealous~ X(

 Let me introduce :
1st member, JinWoon.. I think he's the most handsome looking him in real person.. hehe ^^

 2nd member, JoKwon.. well, I was quite expecting about his funny shows.. but hmm.. he doesn't show it.. just a lil bit.. :/ *disappoint*

 3rd member, ChangMin.. oppa, this hairstyle doesn't suit u.. before that was nicer.. y u change it?? ><"

 4th which is the last member, SeuLong.. hmm.. he doesn't look really handsome in real person.. or just the lighting problem?? coz the lighting didn't bright on him alot.. or it just me?? hmm.. :/ I still like him thou.. hehe

 oww~ lucky fans..

 JinWoon got an angry bird from fans!! so CUTE~ XD

 and they got the KLCC cake for the birthday celebration..
Happy Birthday, JinWoon, ChangMin and SeuLong oppa!! ^^

 shhh~ hehe

 hmm.. I wanna see them moreeeee~ T.T

end..
it's quite happy that I got the chance to meet 2AM in real life.. their songs are great!! they have amazing voices..!! I can't believe that I can heard them in LIVE performance in front of my eyes.. hope to meet them again next time!! 

2AM, saranghae~!! ^^

sorry XP

I ponteng just now.. once again..

it was my friend's "nice" planning.. haiz.. now I was given alert if I'm not going to replace the class tmr, I will be banned from exam.. and I was like.. =="

HELLO, I JUST PONTENG 1 TIME ONLY, HOW COME U SAID I PONTENG MORE THAN 3 TIMES??!! WHERE THE HELL IS THE 2 FROM??!!

that's just stupid.. her class is boring, so DAMN boring.. yeah, I almost slept everytime when I at her class..

 well, back to the topic.. this Saturday, most of my classmates gonna go for Kedah/Penang trip.. I can't go.. due to some personal problem.. I hope I can join u guys too.. but I'm so sorry.. *haha, I know u aim to my camera so don't lie to me!! XP bluek~ joking* anyway, thx guys.. I don't know how much u want me to go so much.. but still.. X( please concern me, okay??

*sigh* nowadays, I feel like no spirit in my mind.. just like everyday I didn't get to live with my planned mat, somethings broke my planned everytime and it's so suddenly and at the end leave with disappointment.. it happened almost everyday.. I don't know.. why??

haha, I know u want to watch tv so much.. but U have to worked for "someone", right?? hehe.. sorry.. blame urself, not us.. why?? pls think urself.. XP

I'm still hoping.. praying.. wishing.. please~

emo?? no, it's totally hopeless

disappointment.. hopeless..

I bringing them everyday..

I was hoping for a better day or a better life.. but at the end it's always turn to disappointment..

I need someone to talk to.. but there's no one..

I need someone to help me.. but there's no one too..

and I felt that I'm hopeless for being myself.. I don't even know what am I born for..

it's heartbroken.. I cry.. most of the time

:(

I wanna go.. T.T

can someone steal the tickets for me??

*sigh* it's hopeless..

♥同愿同行♥生活营

 this is my first time to become a counselor on this camp, had to take care standard 4 to 6 but there a additional student which still studying standard 3.. it was hard actually, but kinda fun thou.. although my group was abit naughty and hard to handle, but still they are good and kind children.. I love them all.. :)  especially the girl who take care me so well.. very well, looks like she's my counselor more than I do.. hahaha XD and I hope the boys wont be naughty again next time..

yeah~!! these are my colleagues who joined and became counselor in this camp.. haha.. that time we're quite tired, but when the camera shows up, everyone become energize and pose to the camera immediately.. XD

this is a great experiences for me.. and memorable.. ^^ I don't know will it happen again or not but I still hope we can have this again next time, no matter what kind of activities..

생일 축하함니다 - 손동운

Happy Birthday..
I still remember the first time we met a year ago..
and I'm still blur-ing condition.. coz I never expected so much..
anyway, thank you..
thanks for the smile..
I appreciated alot..
Kamsahamida ^^

you're the first oppa who smile to me, thanks.. saranghae~ ♥

solved?? no, things not going well..

how..?

things not going well.. once again..
I tot this time will be success if I work hard abit..
but it's not..
I tot everything can be solve if I work hard..
but it's not..
why..?
I don't dare.. don't dare to tell her..
cause I'm scare..

thanks.. to you..

maybe u tot what u did are annoying and useless to me.. but for me, it's a big consolation..
cause nobody will comfort me like that.. making fun and jokes and touch my head..

ya, it's you.. and no need to feel sorry to me.. I'm not angry at all..