Fighting~!! Hwaiting~!!

examination coming soon.. gonna stop blogging for awhile.. ><" 

maybe I will bring a surprise while I'm back.. just for those who are "Beauty".. hiek hiek hiek~ so stay tuned..

probably this will be my last examination, so I had to study very hard and fight for it.. *even now I'm still donno anything on these subjects yet..* and I need to control myself for stop surfing net, especially update those info for my guys.. hahaha XD now need to focus on my studies.. hoping and praying for my last exam..

wish me luck..!! hwaiting~!! ^^

photo unreadable :(

I was planning to update Beast Fans Meeting Asia Tour in Malaysia tonight.. but suddenly my all photos unreadable and blank!!!!!!! aarrgghh~~!!!!! what's going on??!! 

all my lovely photos are G.O.N.E.~!!! THIS IS SO F***king SH!T!! 

 well, yeah.. I did went to MTV worldstage 2011 and I didn't bring camera along as well.. so I think I will not update about MTV since no photos with me.. ><" but seriously, they did a great job during performance..!! so HOT!! *even I cannot clearly see the stage and the screen as well*

great.. no more fans meeting update now.. and because of your exclusive-own-limited-absolutely-one-photos are all gone.. congratulation, idiot.. ==" r u HAPPY now??!!

High Expectation doesn't mean Happy Ending

expectation getting higher recently.. until just now..
someone pulled my expectation down seriously..
It always happened to me.. why?? why there always something will cut my happiness so suddenly?? even just a small happiness..

I'm already adult now.. no longer teenager or kids anymore.. and I just want to go an event.. not go clubbing or doing something illegal.. can't u just let me go?? I'm just going for one day not once a week.. U know that not only hurting me and U also hurting my friends too.. *sigh*

I need some freedom seriously.. U thought U already giving me freedom.. actually u're not.. cause U still controlling me.. part of my life actually..

It's snowing~ It's snowing~ Seolleim's snowing~ ♥

today I almost forgot I got an appointment with my classmate which go to Korean Village and having lunch together.. *hope I won't forgot next week d.. please remind me ya!! XD*

when we enjoyed our meal and we just like having meal in Heaven~ Mmm~ yumm~ that's all we said when we enjoyed our food especially BBQ.. hehe 

after meal, I suggested to go Korean Mart and have a visit since my friend never went before and guess what.. finally.. F.I.N.A.L.L.Y.~ I BOUGHT THIS ICE CREAM~ T.T FINALLY~

Everytime I watch this cf, I wonder how it taste like and why the package look like this.. and everytime I wanna buy this but no chances.. T.T and today my small small lil wish already came true and YES~!! IT's TASTE LIKE HEAVEN ONCE AGAIN~~ u should eat this on hot weather.. peeeeeerfect combination~ XP will buy and taste chocolate flavor next time!! tehee~ ^^

it's snowing~ it's snowing~ Seolleim's snowing~ ♥

In my heart~ In my mouth~ ♥

oww~ the taste just like the song.. so yummy~ XP

There's still time.. NO, it's too LATE..

I can't image.. how my future will be..

there's so many things I want to do, but I didn't do it..

there's so many things I want to go through, but I didn't..

at the end, what I get is nothing..

I'm already 19 and half gonna be 20 soon..

I reflash my memories.. I felt like I never done something that I want to do so much before..

someone told me, please do whatever u want when u're still young.. after these aged, U wont able to do it anymore cause it's too LATE..

sigh.. sigh.. and sigh..

sitting there do nothing.. I don't know what to do cause my life doesn't go well..

I remember I planned so much things for myself in the future when I'm still in secondary school..

but, things doesn't went like my plan as well..

it's all ruined.. and I had to plan and plan again..

but still.. ruined.. and ruined..

and now.. I had no idea what to plan right now.. 

I feel like I had no direction right now..

cause I scare.. 

it will be ruined again..

Life is unfair, so don't complain even it's just a small thing.. 

U should be proud that U can get whatever U want, U are lucky enough, people..

[Late Update] U-KISS "Bran New Kiss" Showcase in Malaysia 2011 (10th June 2011)

Venue : Pavilion Main Entrance

Date/Time : 10th June 2011, 8.30pm

Character : M3, Merlene and our main characters, U-KISS !! \^o^p

arrive there at 4pm something, not much ppl but still abit crowded.. X( coz the fans stopped at there blocking ppl passing by the road.. well, it's abit.. annoying u can say.. 

the funny thing is when I saw ppl passing by and look the stage and they said..

"Wow, who's coming here tonight??"
"Neh~ the Korean group, Beast loh.."

well, I donno want to laugh or cry when I heard these.. I mean.. HELLO, there's no "BEAST" this word on the board!! are u blind??!!

 it's abit far, right?? ><" ya, it is.. but I still can see it.. *my mind's expectation*

 HERE THEY ARE, U-KISS!! ^^

*p/s>> this is quite behind shows, coz the place I standing can't see anything, becoz there's too many ppl blocking in front of me, all I can see is just those ppl's heads and hands carrying phone and camera.. so my fren asked me to change the place at the end coz she standing quite front.. thanks to my fren!! finally I can take these pictures!! XD* 

enjoy the pictures.. :)

 the showcase ended..

 many ppl leaving after the showcase ended.. actually it's not the real ended.. coz they went up to the stage once again and gonna doing fan services to KISS ME!! and the security guard unblock the road and let us go in front abit which near to the stage and see them more clearly!! OMO!!

and we saw Baki at media zone.. ahaha, he's a funny MC and I'm so jealous to him that he always get to see K-pop artists.. with short distance + F.O.C. + stay closer.. ><"

 here they are!! once again.. XD omo!! sooooo handsome and cute.. XD their real person are much much better than the photo and inside the TV..

 I wan to capture Kevin and the leader but too bad the security guard blocking my view.. hmm.. :(

 they're doing charity event and take picture with orphans which came from Melaka.. there's alot of children.. like whole stage ><"

 well, this is the real goodbye now.. T.T please come again, guys!!

I heard some of the boys' handphone already lost during showcase.. their phone actually kept at manager's bag and they can't find out the stealer and no one saw who stealing them.. I guess everyone was concentrate to the showcase so much and the thief get to steal the things easily..

yeah, they're right.. there's no use to report to police anymore coz the things already gone and never come back again..!! well, I hope there's no next time.. if not, I don't think they will come back to here anymore.. so please please please~  no next time..!!

my comment.. hmm..

compare to the others, they may not the best group that I ever seen so far but I like their fan services compare to other showcase events.. they giving a good impression for me like "u are welcome to see us anytime" and not like "耍大牌" artist somethings.. they are quite easy to treated compare to others K-pop event.. I guess..

well, I would like to see them again if they coming back here once again.. I think it will be came true right?? hehe.. XD

[Late Update] Jang Keun Suk Asia Tour 2011 In Malaysia (4th June 2011)

Date : 4th June 2011, Saturday

Venue : Plenary Hall, Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre

Time : 5 pm
Character : M3, Melissa, Merlene, Melody and the main character, Jang Keun Suk  \^o^p

received a called from Melissa few days ago from the events which asked me wanna go see a super duper HANDSOME + POPULAR actor?? she already bought the tickets and she need somebody to accompany her, so I accepted her invitation at last.. my friend is a super BIG FAN of him, so she's so happy when she got the chances to see him in real life.. haha.. well, I'm really shocked that I can get to see Jang Keun Suk in real life.. a real Korean actor.. with my eyes.. in front of me!

How do I know Jang Keun Suk this actor??
I knew him since I saw his appearances on a drama which called "Hwang Jin Yi", that time he got my attention so much even just appeared for few episodes, he looks so young and so cute because of his pure innocent character on that drama, I fall in love with this cute actor.. I don't know why I can remember him so deeply until I saw him once again at "Beethoven Virus".. my first thought was like "OH! that cute little guy!!" I was so happy that I can watch his role drama again.. haha.. but he's not the main character on that drama, so it's quite sad when his love rejected him.. *heartbroken* and then, there's a very very very popular drama named "You're Beautiful" and finally he got the main character in drama!! and haha, that's drama was so DAMN funny.. it's a comedy drama which quite different compare to other korean dramas.. one word, Awesome..!! XD 

I haven watch his newest drama, "Marry Me, Mary" so I guess I should watch it when I'm free.. hmm..

so here is it, m3 and Melody which is Merlene's sister..

our seats was sooooo DAMN behind, we at last 2nd row and I was like "OMG~ how am I suppose to see him?? this is so FAR..!!"

haha, it's balloon version of Jang Keun Suk.. cute!! XD

His lastest Japanese MV, "Let me Cry"

 when the show almost started, me and Melissa are planning to changing seat to front abit which no one sitting on it.. and luckily we found 2 seats on the 1st row!! kyaa~ can watch him closer.. tehee~ (p/s >> we're at Bronze zone so it's on upstairs seat.. >< )

 wohoo~!! He's show up finally!! XD OMG~~ well, enjoy the pictures..

reveal his unreleased photos at London.. well, I got most of them but I decided just upload 3 for u guys.. sorry XD I got a picture which can makes u nose bleeding but I didn't upload here.. mianhe~

his character in "Mary Me, Marry"..

ahh~ I love this character, Hwang Te Kyung!! ahahaha XD he's so cute!!

well, the pictures that u saw just now was only in show part 1 , I don't have any shows part 2 and 3 photos coz the camera are not allowed and the stuffs keep sport checking on us.. ><" too bad~ behind shows were so Amazing~!! it was like ROCKing and CLUBbing with ur idol!! So F***ing Awesome!! hahaha.. sorry, I got influenced by them.. especially his partner, keep saying F***ing this word.. XD like his said, F***ing means very very very very very very very very very very~ ahahaha XD

at the end of the show.. Melissa is wearing his official merchandises Tee,  

I ♥JKS

 on the way to KLCC, it's quite late on that time and we were sooooo hungry, but too bad.. the shops are closing that time.. but luckily we found a bread shop and we bought that and sharing together coz it's a expensive sandwiches.. hmm.. :/

he said that he will come again, I'm not sure I can see him next time or not.. well, I hope I can..

Oh man, he is so F***ing HANDSOME and CUTE too.. I can't stopped saying it to my friend..!! even my friend also laughing at my words.. OMG~ I'm really crazy now.. F***ing crazy XD