失去爱人的滋味

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大家去看一看吧……
自己的爱人离开了……
可是还得面对事实的活着每一天……
一直坚强的活下去……

虽然不时发生在我身上，不过我还是哭了……
一面看一面哭……
gigi,有很多人在安慰你支持你……你一定要好好活下去……
不管认不认识，大家都会支持你的……要坚强……知道吗？？
你老公会在天上看着你，保佑你的……
要好好的活下去……

大家，要好好珍惜身边的人……
我们不会知道未来会发生什么事……甚至下一秒……
所以要好好珍惜一切……

Love this teaser.. ><"

I really love this mv teaser.. keep waiting non-stop even it's only 30 sec.. ><"

Hyun Joong was not my favourite, but he really bring his character into this mv..

nice job.. even u r not my fav, but I have to agree with ur talent.. *hmm*

and nice smile, Hyun Joong.. XD *hmm.. I beg my mom will laugh at me if she hear these.. =="*

Cinderella's msg which for Han Kyung oppa

There is a friend of mine.
The friend’s Korean isn’t the best but he’s amazing at Chinese

This friend’s singing is alright but he is really good at dancing

I like cats and this friend likes dogs

I can’t cook but this friend is good at cooking

I always cursed but this friend always laughed
But..

Now that time has passed, I never did anything good for him kk

It’s making me sorry..

When he was next to me, I never did anything nice to him kk
I don’t self-pity myself usually..
I think I’m just drunk which is why I’m crying kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
It’s a special and sacred thing to have someone beside you

Though I grew up, I never realized that
But
A lot later….Now I know.. Wow..kkkk
There’s a reason why you should appreciate what you have
Saying “I miss him” is a phrase I can use now. (-┏)
The tears that never came out when I filmed sad scenes

Are coming down painfully now.

Han Kyung oppa.. dangerous Cinderella's heart is crying and missing u now.. how about u oppa?? do u miss him??

my ugliest day ><"

hmm.. since I wore a vry vry beautiful cloths today and my big big body adi ruin it.. I decided tht I not post my whole wear pic in this blog.. I feel like I'm a moster wearing on it.. ugh~ well, sry to SOMEONE who wanted to see this.. *wahahaha.. XD* telling the truth, I feel tht I'm not used to wearing tht kind of cloths, abit uncomfortable for me.. so u will see tht I'm wearing jacket at the end of pic.. XD

back to the story, before we r going to sing K.. we go 2nd floor to take some neoprint.. and my fren said tht we can use our cellphone to take some photos through the neoprint.. haha ya, it's fun.. but we cant stay and play at there so long coz later will halau by the staff.. ><"

Love shape.. XD

Mai ♥ Shiori ^^

after tht.. yea, K time.. atcually there r quite alot songs we can choose to sing but donno y we didn choose to sing it.. ><"

K time end.. take some photos at toilet.. haha

after tht, we jus hang around at Sgi Wang and TS.. there quite alot things we would like to get it but.. ugh~ u know tht.. $$ problem again.. anyway, we will get it next time and things are getting upgrading now.. maybe we will get the others nex time better than now.. XD

oh ya, one things.. my fren said she saw my fren and I see who is tht.. oh no!! It's John!! I was walking quickly to avoid him.. haha.. I donno whether he got saw me or not.. XD *hope no..*

Thursday, once again.. Sing K again with Chibi.. XD jus 2 of us, too bad others cant join us.. haiz.. anyway, jus sing it!! XD Fun for First!!

Line.. suck.. ><"

Line so suckzz these few dayzz.. donno wat happen even everyone oso complaining.. *sigh* I tot I can enjoy my network since it's holiday now.. but this made me mad now!! ugh~ wat the heck happening to the line now??

haiz.. I think I should stop complaining now.. gonna slp soon.. tmr gonna hang out with Mai and we are wearing a cloths tht we nvr wear be4.. *worrying* I guess I will be ugly whole day.. since I knew tht it's not suitable to me.. ><" anyway, watever jus do it for tmr!! hwait~~~~~~ing T.T

I think this pic's msg mus be made by Han Geng.. saw it on Hee Chul's twit.. I guess Hee Chul oppa oso missing the life stay with Han Geng.. ya, of coz E.L.F. too.. still hoping tht Han Geng can come bk to Suju.. but we respect ur decision.. jus follow ur heart, oppa.. we will wish for u.. ^^ hwaiting!!

a doll recieve a box of bread XD

"Wow~ I look like a doll.."

==" this made me speechless when he commented himself like tht.. but I have to say tht ya~ I agree with ya..

so happy tht everyday can see oppa's pic..

well anyway, I like ur hairstyle oppa.. nice hair and I like the last pic.. yeah~ XD

I would like to tell u tht

I never hate u

I never blame u

It's not ur fault

after u told me tht I'm heartless

I starting realise tht.. I'm not eligible

and I'm starting to hate myself..

Tht's y.. I don wan to talk with u..

and I oso realise tht

U like to find her more than I

and I scare.. I will cry when talking with u

it will feel like I'm a useless person to u

I HATE MYSELF.. pls don talk to me..

plan to go out this 3 dayzz.. hope the passport can get the cops.. pls ><"

Col0urinG

hoo~ jus finish colouring my sister's art..

because it's time for her to slp.. so I have to help her colour it..

well, the dot dot background was my idea.. and the ribbon was her idea.. *atcually she copy ppl one* and hands adi patah.. T.T

haha.. tmr gonna go out with Kai Wen and Jiie.. haha.. happy-ing~

sry to Chibi coz she invite mua to go KLCC with her, but her invitation come on 2nd.. too bad T.T I wanted go with her oso.. haiz

nvm, still got next time right??!! hehe *dreaming~*XD

will it became true..??

"I'm going to redang next week.. ^^"

"I jus back from redang.. XD"

and my hand was holding the "redang trip promotion"..

I guess.. I have no chance to go this holidayzz.. haiz..

I really wish tht I can go to beach someday.. coz I nvr went be4.. ><"

ugh~ so jealous to my frenz.. T.T

There are so many place I wanted to go.. have some explore..

"neh.. ur wish will become true someday.." well, it's hard to say.. my life not as free as urs.. and of coz my life not same as urs..

but still.. I hoping it will become true someday.. ^^

my wishes always happened at my fren's life

END!! yeah~~!!

guess who is this..?? I guess those who meet him everyday will know about him.. haha XD *aiya, see his style oso know who he is lah* ya, maybe ur answer is right.. anyway, I wont tell at the end since u know.. It's remind tht he use his leg to massage a guy who name Kx Sxxx's head and another Mr. Mxx Hxxx was avoiding the legs becoz he really care his hair and no ones can touch his hair I guess.. XD haha.. it's really funny too bad I didn capture it.. ><"

oh ya.. before exam, KS bring us to "piu yu" around the car park and we shout vry loud.. haha.. ya, it is fun.. I was given Mr. R push till become ham adi.. x.X" ugh~

well, finally..

IT"S FINISHED!! FREE NOW!! WAHAHAHAHA.. but still.. abit headache coz still worrying.. haiz.. suan le ba..

jus now on the way to pasar malam, I met my neighbours and chat with him a lil bit and suddenly I fall down and my hand was injured a lil bit.. T.T luckily not serious.. *but still pain now ><"*

now I wan to relax myself and plan smthg for my holidayz.. my lovely frens!! any invitation for mua?? XD I wanna enjoy my holidayzz..!!

hmm.. today is after a month of SuJu concert.. mi33 them so much.. SuJu oppa, hwaiting!! waiting for ur comeback!! XD

countdown 2 dayzz.. x.X"

ugh~ I really don have mood to study at all.. even I tried to force myself to memorise..

but still.. *BLANK* in my mind..

looking at the notes and complaining non-stop.. *god!! how come there r so many things nd to memorise even we're given tips.. ><"*

aargghh~!!!!! pls let me memorise all of them well.. I don wan blank my paper.. *pls pls pls~*

okay, my frenz told me tht our test was 3 hours??!!.. I guess they're wrong coz the 3 hours test is RESIT BM lah!! STUPID!! WAN TO SCARE ALL OF US IZZIT??!!

anyway, ganbatte for the last subject!! never give up!! *even my heart telling me to give up.. =="*

i always thinking it and it cant be erased, how come..

sweet part ^^

“你知道吗？？那个传说还有继续的哦……”

“咦？？”

“听说在摩天轮如果女朋友主动吻男朋友的话，两人的爱就会持续到永远……”

“你……你骗人！！”

“是真的啦！！”

单纯的女友相信了，就去吻这野蛮男友……

“其实是我乱说的……”

“！！”

哈哈，看了这段觉得好好笑……不过真的很甜蜜……

男生们，想让女友们主动亲的话，可以作参考哦…… XD

still got one more subject to go.. ganbatte!! XP

even it's impossible, but I still waiting for it

tired?? stress?? or disappointed..??

having resit exam ITS.. okay, it's K.O. for me.. x.X" god, how can we memorise 10 chapters to answers only a little bit of questions?? sommore ITS and accounting.. got related izzit?? well, vry sry I don think so.. I think they jus wanna to get our $$.. they know how to untung easily.. ugh~ *angry*

haiz~ recently felt vry stress vry tired vry worried vry disappointed and so on.. all negative mood.. made me felt like I'm a useless person so I have to suffer these..

today doing ITS.. I think alot.. made me felt so angry.. thinking like I really don like, y they still push to me?? it really made vry mad.. fellt like wanna throw something hardly.. but still.. I have to control myself..

hmm.. jus forget it.. prepare for nex subject.. English for Business~!!

“你不是对class rep很疯狂的吗？？”
也许你不知道，我是班长粉丝会员……不过到头来，我还是比较喜欢现在读广告科的那位，因为他真的是个大大大大大大好人……真的很喜欢他这种班长……


“我很讨厌那个人你知道吗？？”
或许你们真的感受不了我心里的恨，不过说真得如果这世界上如果没有“杀人犯罪”的规则的话，也许我第一个人会把我讨厌的人给烧掉…… 我心里真的很恨这个人，如果你们不想打伤人的话，那么请你们不要把我跟我这种人扯上关系……


“拜托你们了解我的感受……”
如果你的感受有那么重要的话，那你就慢慢的宣传你的感受吧……！！我们的感受是不需要被理的厚？？是是是，你很惨厚，对吗？？那么我就给点建议你吧，那就是去吃屎！！对于我身边的人，我不会说安慰的话，所以我都会以冷漠和沉默来表达，其实心里非常担心……直到你的心情恢复了，我的心也会慢慢的开回了……


“oi！！死开啦！！”
对这个，我非常生气……我不知道，也不明白……可是，到最后……或许我能理解这句话的关系了……不过放心，我一定报酬的……呵呵呵~

“这里和哪里有什么不同叻？？也不是一样……”
这样就表示你不是真心的……难得一次，竟然和别人告状，令我彻底失望……我希望你会后悔……请你收回这句话……

我不知道为什么像写出这些……我知道我很自私，所以我想和大家说声抱歉……不过，请让我发泄一下吧……XD

我到底在写什么啊？？！！

our be3t English tutor ever.. mi33 you XD

today was the last day of the school for the 3rd sem.. and nex monday we gonna start our 3rd WAR again..

so, since it's our last day and we having last English class.. everyone was asked for the pictures with tutor after the class is finished.. XD

I wonder when Evelyn capture this.. o.0

I think tutor will nvr forget this 2 "hardworking" students.. XD we will laugh till stomachache during they talking to tutor about nonsence.. *I will sue u until ur panties drop!!* ugh~ ("A")


capture by Jiie.. thx ya.. XD


Ampang group.. I was hardly to smile cause I was chewing the chocolate and it stuck on my teeth!! X(

Zhong Hua group.. I think.. ??

No Group.. XD

finally.. whole class.. XD

I LOVE THIS!!!!! ^^v

gonna start doing revision for nex week exam.. ugh~ felt worrying.. and scare..

anyway.. wish me LUCK!! hwaiting!!

Teukie.. pls take good care of urself.. hope u'll better soon.. but still u still nd to rest even u're recover.. XP rest.. rest.. REST more!!