Pain ><"

today after class and I skipped 10am lecture for going to dating someone.. haha.. XD don worry I got my replacement for Friday.. and after tht I'm going to dating with tht person again!! wuahahaha~~!! *ehh~ =="* anyway, I feel more comfortable to hang out with tht person.. u know sometimes we shopping with frens, most of time we didn get to see wat we wan and hard to ask ur fren to stop and wait u.. *okay, tht's my problem* but I try to get used to it.. thx to this person who's shop with mua today.. *muack muack muack!! X3* haha.. and sommore I met alot ppl today.. so surprise.. ><"

ugh~ I felt so pain now.. I donno how to say where's the pain.. but the only I know tht pain really makes ppl emo.. once u pain, u have no mood to do anything even the things tht u like.. haiz~ I hate pain, everybody hates pain too.. but we cant stop the pain, coz ppl easily get injured or something.. haiz~ *pain pain pain* ><"

my sister's bday coming soon.. so I had a question here, wat should I give to my princess?? any suggestions??

pain~ haiz

I really wanna get close with him, but how??

Jia You~!!

hmm.. tmr is the day which start our 2nd semester.. I didn prepare seriously.. even my bag still full of last sem of notes haven take them out yet.. ==" *nehh~ jus joking*

it's adi 2nd year so of coz the subject will be more harder and we cannot be lazy dump from now on.. ya, I know tht talking can't prove anything so we must show them!!

everyone Hwaiting!! Jia You Jia You~!! \>o

yesterday going Sg Wang with mom coz she left her credit card at TM point.. oh my, how DANGEROUS..?! luckily they call the bank and block the card to prevent other ppl used it.. sommore I saw the move magazine at Main Counter.. oh my, SHOCK!! the Beast was on cover!! aaaaarrrrrggggghhhhh~!!!!! haha.. luckily my mom's eyes vry sharp.. yeeppeeee~!! everyday I shock.. SHOCK!! every night I shock.. SHOCK!! XD

hate study.. ><"

Last dating??

sem 2 is going to start next week.. so I don have much time to prepare myself to going back to college life.. ugh~ 1 more week pls.. *dreaming~* but my fren, Mai was so lucky, although she is going to Pangkor for training soon.. I tot her training was start on next week which is school reopen same with me.. but she told tht she leaving next next Monday, I was like.. wat..?! u still have 1 more week holidayzz then only going for training..??!! *oh~ crap.. =="*

so, before Mai is leaving and the school started.. we planned to go out today and sing K together..

haha.. Mai was wearing long skirt today.. woah, 1st time saw her wearing like tht.. haha.. beautiful~ but it's abit hard when walking on the stairs.. coz her skirt was too long so she have to hold it up.. *haha just like a bride walking on stairs..* XD

at Red Box.. Mai sing!! XD

after tht, we going to Pavilion have some walk and find some stuff.. and we saw there's a Paris Hilton event.. I was like huh?? doesn't she said tht she cant come becoz something happened to her?? few dayzz ago, I read on newspaper saying tht she is coming to M'sia on Thursday but at the end maybe they will cancel it due to the case of drug.. I tot they wont organise adi.. and becoz of "maybe" words.. it's made my curious about her appearance.. "will she coming??" or something.. but I rmb yesterday I saw her Twit about her going to bed and slp.. so it means she was not at M'sia.. but y they continue the event??!! *okay, I know my question r stupid and I know the answers now*

my guess was right.. she didn come at the end.. and they shows some video msgs from Paris Hilton at the beginning and then the fashion show start.. I heard tht they will made video call to Paris but due to some technical problem.. they cant made trough it.. *tsk tsk tsk.. sigh to M'sia* Mai was so dissappointed about the absent of Paris Hilton.. jus like wasting our time for waiting nth.. =="

it was raining when we waiting for Paris's event started and it stopped during Fashion Shows.. we back to Sgi Wang and TS rushly coz we cant know tht wether it will rain again or not.. Doing some shopping until 5pm something then we're to our place safe and sound.. XD

anyway, thx to Mai buying me this shoes.. I love it so much.. pls take care urself well during at Pangkor's trainning.. I will miss u vry much.. T.T I will wait for u till u come back.. haiz~ lonely~ I am so lonely~

can't find the things tht I want

izzit me too greedy or wat..

最好的事

歌手:林忆莲

天阴有雨 我在想你
这一年里 有苦有甜蜜
那无心的言语挂虑猜疑 只是小插曲
若变成勇气 让我们守在一起
眼看时间咻的一下子过去 到了冬季
在过去的日子里你的怪脾气 我会把它忘记
这三百六十五天所有的回忆 我能想起
最好的事 那就是爱着你
最好的事 那就是爱着 爱着你

不是运气 好多的努力
oh!爱不容易 如果不愿意
从陌生相遇如今熟悉 喜欢我和你
之间的关系 是爱人也是知己
眼看时间咻的一下子过去 到了冬季
在过去的日子里你的好脾气 我会好好珍惜
这三百六十五天所有的回忆 我能想起
最好的事 那就是爱着你
最好的事 那就是爱着 爱着你

this song is playing now on my music room.. which is u listening to it now..

is an old song.. I usually listen to this on radio when I was small..

so I always hoping tht this song will be broadcasts every night..

coz I donno how to use pc or internet something.. plus I don have pc tht time.. so I always waiting radio to broadcast it.. *such an outdated ppl.. ><"*

great song + great lyrics = great compose~

although the lyrics was simple, but it's easy to understand and it's really catches my heart.. fall in love with this song.. listen non-stop.. even now.. *try to listen it!! maybe u will love it too!! XD*

time table is out!! suckzz..

我的事？？

“其实我正在等着你和我们说你的事，我等了很久了…… 你及时才会跟我说啊？？大家都很好奇呢……”

“？？！！”

我很惊讶，很多人对我的事一点都不好奇……

他的这一句，让我犹豫了一下……

说真的，我的事…… 一点趣味都没有…… 就算有也是小事，没什么大不了的……

有时候想说出一点事，可是每当听别人说完后，就觉得我的事其实没什么…… 因为别人的才有趣，比起自己的真的没什么……

以为自己很惨，听完别人的诉苦后，觉得别人的更惨…… 就不必诉苦了

以为自己的很特别，听完别人的故事后，觉得原来他比我特别…… 就不必说出来了

没有人会想要听没有趣的事情，我也觉得身边的人经历的比我多很多……

所以很多时候，我都是扮演聆听的角色……

我的生活就和一般普通人的生活还要普通…… 爱幻想，爱发梦，爱傻笑……

我做到的事，别人也可以做到…… 我这个人没有什么擅长的……

朋友也不多，不懂怎样和人沟通，都是会给人家捏一把冷汗的人……

以前整天自以为是，现在却变得很胆小很弱质……

朋友说得对…… 我是个不喜欢给人家猜中心事的人…… 所以朋友都会嘲笑我……

射手座的我已经不像射手座了，不过我会尝试，变会原本射手的我……

所以不用对我的事那么好奇，我过得非常普通，就是那么简单……

其实想感谢的是你们，把你们的经历事分享了给我，让我觉得成长不少…… 要不然，我现在还是一位不懂事的人了……

谢谢大家 ^^

期待的一集

这一集，很多人都叫我去看……一定要看……

我很好奇，到底是怎样……

看了真正的后……

我也……开始……慢慢期待着……这一集的到来

会让人感动，让人哭的一集

不希望他们结束

因为我很怕

不可原谅

今天，我又看到那个人……他也好像认得我……
不过，我不想见到这个人，所以假装看不见……
这个人伤了我的生活……这种人是不可原谅的……
人，一旦贪心了，什么事都会做出来……
已经三个月了，他又这样出现在我面前……第三次了……对他就只是第二次……
自从那件事发生后，连续好几个星期，都吃不好，睡不好，甚至常常半夜都会吓醒，还没开始吃就想呕了……妈妈也因为这件事而吃不下，甚至沉默好几个星期……我真的觉得很对不起她……
这只能怪我笨，明明知道不该做，可是我却做了……结果伤害的是自己，还有身边的人……
我一直都在问我自己，为什么，为什么要这么做？？给了自己好多巴……不断虐待自己……

慢慢的，现在的我，开始变得自私，贪心了……
因为这件事，也开始变得无情了……
不想管那么多，我想要处在自己的世界，谁都不能进来……
我只想更加保护自己……
我会活得更好，我相信总有一天我会是幸福的…… 我相信

如果我有勇气，或许会给他教训吧…… 可是我没有……

我不想再见到他，希望快点让他消失早在我面前，我会诅咒他直到死为止

Movie Dayzz

today went out with Mai, Melissa and her sister.. watch a movie called "Resident Evil : Afterlife".. u know wat?? this is my 1st first time watch aged 18++ at cinema.. usually I don like watch any 18++ especially horror, ghost something like after watching scare to be alone in room something like tht.. nightmare~ nightmare~ ><" but I think Resident Evil was quite okay coz I saw my brother played the games before when I was small.. I still rmb the part of starting playing scene.. wow.. scary~~ XD haha

movie comment?? hmm.. not really scary but mostly the scary parts is from like RAWWW!! and then eat ppl kill ppl something and then tht all.. u will auto get prepare when u felt like the scene is gonna scare by zombie or something.. ugh, jus go and watch.. is just okay to mua..

anyway, Mai wanna give me this but I rejected.. coz it's damn expensive.. even how much I love it.. I still reject it, it is true tht I seldom used perfume.. I scare it will be wasted if I receive this and just put it there jus for nothing.. *well, not really.. if I had a perfume tht belongs to mua, I will use it too.. but the problem is I don have one.. aha.. jk* haha.. well, thx for ur treat but it's too hard for me to accept it.. and don waste too much $$ on my present.. I'll vry guilty if someone give me expensive things.. ><" sry and thank you vry much.. XD love ya.. *my bag and handkerchief still have the smell ><"*

picture credit's>>purplesecret.blogspot.com

JJ Lim DvD

during exam weeks, my mom got something from her work..

"hey, do u still like JJ??"

well, I rmb tht when I was form 2, I fall in love with him after saw him face-to-face at fansmeeting.. after tht, due to the 2nd time fansmeeting, there's something happened to me during going into entrance.. tht time I felt like.. kind of hating it.. and after tht I have no mood to watch whole performance.. and from tht time, my admiration to him was became decreasing and decreasing.. after tht, I don interest with him anymore.. hmm.. maybe tht's my problem.. it's definitely not his fault..

okay, back to the topic, I got his dvd a.k.a. piano book.. all his song was inside there.. *well, not really all.. just his popularity songs* so, let see the dvd.. XD

the cover

the body

the book

the poster.. XD

saranghaeyo~ means I love you~

the DVD

I was thinking wan to keep it or not.. coz if I sell it, I will earn some $$ to myself.. hehe.. but at the end, I change my mind.. maybe I should keep it for awhile.. so I can learn some of the piano song.. ><"

maybe my love to him had become 0, but I still like his songs.. some of them maybe.. XD

Sepang GoldCoast here I come!!

the next day of last exam which is wednesday.. I woke up early *didn get enough slp z.z"* and packing up my things to going to somewhere else tht I wish to go for so so so so so long.. becoz of my exam, the whole class postpone the trip for a day just wanted let me go.. sry and thx, guyzz.. ><"

haha.. there's long long long story during in the morning.. fetch?? no fetch.. then going by myself.. at the end of last min?? class rep called me and say fetch me.. but it's too late.. haiz.. =="

after fetching jiie and siew hie, we go ayaka house and wait for the others come..

captures during waiting.. ><"

almost like 11pm something we only start our journey.. evelyn was late due to her personal things.. it's okay.. atleast we can went for fun although it adi late..

emm.. wat's tht laugh kuan hoong??

it almost took 1 and a half hour to reach there.. and we had been tired waiting.. z.z"

yeah!! finally~!!!!! Sepang GoldCoast !!!!!

it still early and it's low tide now, so we looking and play for awhile before we going have our breakfast a.k.a lunch..

going to find some food to eat and we adi use one hour to find a restaurant and it's near to Port Dickson.. at the end?? they still closing.. we all like wtf close?! ugh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

it's the river for fishermen went to the sea catch the fishes.. *we cant go to the sea coz it's for the fishermen only..*

finally we found a restaurant.. and they took long long time to cook our food coz there's only one chef at this restaurant.. ><" hungry till siao~

I quickly finish my food and can't wait for going back to the sea.. it's adi 4pm something when reach back to the sea.. and it's high tide now!! XD

atcually it's not really beautiful.. don be bluff by the photos.. ><" *still looking forward to Pulau Redang* well, let the pictures do the talking.. XD

we found a jellyfish and a fish.. but we didn capture tht fish.. I mean near to the sea..

haha.. see clearly u will found some shape tht are . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . hmm . . . . . . . . .

me, teik, xiao long, jiie and siew hie found a beautiful place and our whole class missed tht scene!!!!!! too bad~ it more beautiful than the beach tht we play at just now.. ><" *no wonder I saw a blog tht they capture the beach so beautiful and now I found where is it adi!!!!!*

before leaving to dinner..

we went to a restaurant which near to the beach.. and it's more beautiful than sepang beach.. ><"

OMG~! ghost!! well, atcually is kuan hoong playing swing at behind there.. =="

dinner time~!! atcually the taste was okay, but some are too spicy for me.. ><"

da he zhao before leaving.. ><"

leave at 9 or 10pm something.. reach home at 1am.. ><" ugh~~ tired~~~~~

gonna wake up early on the next day and prepare surprise for Jiie.. hehehe

well, hope the next trips will be coming sooooooon.. XD it is fun to having trip with classmatezz..

didn't slp well for 3 weeks and I nd some rest after exam.. z.z" my faces adi spoiled.. haha and ya, it's true.. ><"