Life..

Life..

can't be just happy always..

and It cannot be sad always..

We have face both at the same time..

because we made this decision..

Choose to life..

That means we choose to face..

That's why LOVE is appear to our live..

I remember last time I saw someone wrote her blog with her title which called "No Life".. She felt she's doing same thing everyday.. repeat and repeat.. nth's new or fresh to her.. Mmm.. well.. I quite jealous to her coz she have personal space and no ones control her life now.. after read her blog, I was suggest her to go have some vacation, maybe it will be good for her.. and she reply me said she will try if she have free times..

Tht's the different between me and her.. she's a rich girl, modern girl, freedom life, having personal space, independent.. I'm a poor girl, ordinary girl, jail life, jus abit personal space, always need ppl accompany or helps.. *haiz*

last friday, I'm going out to having some fun coz maybe tht day is my last day go out before college start.. mmm.. I wanna buy a bag and some cloths for my college days.. *T.T I miss my day although it's holidays..* but finlly.. we bought nth!! *aarrr!!* I can't find which 1 I wan.. T.T and last saturday I found my fav shoes and bag at Vicci.. but.. but.. the bag cost RM119++.. *mmm..* I ask my mom to buy the shoes but she not allowed.. *haiz* my shoes all are broken now!! T.T

after my mom finish her work, we having dinner at Penang Village.. I tot it was a normal restorant jus like others and it's not!! it's a high standard restoran..!!

and before dinner.. we saw there's a chocolate fair at LG floor.. wow..! I love the cakes..

I love this type..

*yum..yum..*

I think the kids will love this one..

for those who love modern.. mm.. maybe this one..

haha.. many ppl would this.. the castle.. the princess are waiting for the prince..

There was so many cakes and I didn take all.. too many ppl taking photos.. sommore we can try some chocolate at there.. it's really nice.. yummy.. they selling these cakes jus cost RM80 per cake.. *for those normal chocolate cakes only.. not those the cakes which I taken jus now..* and they selling for carities.. "woo~ nice* too bad we cant bought it coz we don hav cars to bring it home.. mmm..

对不起……谢谢你……

已经是第三天了……


不是……


真正的来说是第四天了……





他离开已经有四天了……


虽然他不在……


但我依然还可以闻到他的味道……





这三天的傍晚……


我一直都在屋外呆了一下……


每到那个时候……


眼泪会不知不觉想要跑出来……


心也不知不觉痛了起来……


觉得有一丝丝的后悔……





想要听到他的声音再也听不到了……


想要见到他的样子再也见不到了……


想要摸到他的皮肤再也摸不到了……


再也……没有了……





现在只想对他说……





谢谢他的陪伴……





谢谢他的礼物……





谢谢他的回忆……





就只有谢谢……





还有……





对不起……

我绝对不会忘记我们在秋天的相遇……

再见……要过的幸福哦！！

5月3日的深夜……

他走了……

一声什么都没说……

就这样……离开了我……

身旁的人都知道了……

而我……

呵…

原来最没良心的人是自己……

知道他的离开后……

我的脑袋空白……

也没说什么……

就只是……

只想跟他说……

真得很对不起……

………………

现在做什么也来不及了……

因为他已经走了……

希望……

他的下一站会比我的这一站好……

要过得幸福……

再见……

绯闻……回忆

绯闻……

是人家看到而没有搞清楚就宣布的东西……

原本以为自己是个平凡的学生……

就因为一个莫名其妙的绯闻……

成了大家的热谈……

最好笑的事……

都不知道自己已经成为别人的话题了……

自己每天跟同一个男生走回家……

不成为话题那可好笑了……

可是说真得和那位男生的关系……

没有什么好感的……

只是当他是好朋友而已……

没什么大不了的……

哎！真是的……

为什么知道我们两个成为人家的话题还不告诉我啊？？

直到要毕业的时候……

才知道原来自己曾经传过绯闻的……

哈哈哈哈哈……

还给人家讲了接近两年呢！！

哎呀……

怎么自己那么傻啊？？

不怪的常常给人说自己很天真啊……

回忆啊……

还真让人怀念……

长大了……

要成为大人了……

不能再回去小中学时起了……

唯一能做的……

就是把过去的事情……

当成我们的回忆……

把眼睛当成镜头……

把头脑当成录影带……

一点一滴把回忆录下来……

将来某一天……

我们会需要用到它的……

nappu maeun mo gae ye~ ♥

Recently addicted to this songs.. made me think back to the BOF drama.. haha.. such a nice drama, even I know the story line before watching cause I have a taiwanese ver. of BOF.. Korean ver. oso made me laugh and cry alot.. *nice*

Jus come back from driving lesson.. mm.. quite terrible than 2nd time.. *haiz* always "si huo".. uncle keep arguing to me.. "don pull out the cluth I said so many and u still did it.. u see.. have to start engine again and again.. " bla.. bla.. bla.. *sigh* today learn parking and 3 point turn.. nd to use alot energy to turn steering.. turn and turn and turn.. *ugh~ my hand~* still got 2 more lesson then can go fr the exam already.. *wah! so fast..!* but my skill haven reach until can be driver already ler.. I didn think tht I will go for the exam soon.. *haiz~car.. such an annoying things to me.. for me only..*

jus hope when I having driving test don fail in any part..

Jun Pyo ♥ Jan Di + Yi Jung ♥ Ga Eul

Bravo! Susan Bolye!! Talent is everything!

How's my driving lesson??

ugh~terrible.. he scold me once jus now.. second time learning give ppl scold already.. I still have so many ways haven learn yet.. ugh~ am I terrible, isn't it??

ppl saying instruction to me, I'm jus driving in my own way without listening all

instruction clearly.. and he start and scold me again again and again.. it's quite hard to focus 4 things in the same times.. focus, control, watch and listen..

watching ppl driving was like ya, it's easy.. but for those who don know how to drive at all.. uuggmmm.. gd luck to u.. I'm oso in my hard time..

having some chit chat with my fren jus now.. she said uncle told her tht my driving skills are better than her.. then I was like huh??!! really?? neh~ he jus giving u some pressure only.. don believe wat him said.. she was like ugh~~ me too.. haiz~ wat I can say??

jus wish me luck on next lesson.. hope to drive it better and better..

jus now watch youtube and I saw a video.. wow, tht was AMAZING!! Tht's a show which called Britain Got Talent 2009.. there was 3 judge tht I know 2 only.. 1 more.. umm.. donno.. the 2 judges is from American Got Talent, Pier *if I'm not wrong, tell me if I'm wrong* and another from American Idol, Simon..! There was a women who attend this shows.. she's from Scotland and she's 47 years old.. named Susan Bolye.. at 1st.. everyone is laught at her because she can't answer a simply question and she wanna become a pro singer in the world.. everyone was like neh~ impossible.. the music was start and she open her mouth and show out her voice.. WOW!! everyone was so surprise about her talent.. her voices wow the judges.. I open my mouth until the end of the song.. and I hard to close my mouth.. One word.. Awesome!! *claping non-stop*

Talent vs Beauty.. I definitely choose talent..

Hahaha.. chin gu yo~

suddenly found a cf like this..
Hahaha song from Yunho and Micky (2 ver.) + DBSK (1 ver.)..
This made me laugh sudden when I'm sad jus now..
most part funniest is from Yunho and Micky..
Jus wanna thanks to them..





Lalala.. Chin gu yo~
Ha haha haha!!

学车还真难……

今天第一天学车……
一开始看看就很容易，可是自己驾的时候就难了……
每次不小心踩错或者是放clutch油的时候……
车子都会死活……
不然就是一直震……
叔叔都顶不顺了……
还真的很怕车子会给我弄坏……
如果真的坏了……
要赔赏的……
哎~
觉得自己很没有用啊~
人家都要考车了……
现在自己才学车……
还一直看到叔叔很失望的样子……
自己都不知道有一天会不会成功啊~
哎~

下个星期一再继续……
希望可以好一些……
不要再让叔叔失望了……
不然就真的不用学了……

大家祝我好运吧……

guess.. my result..

wanna guess how's my result??

wanna guess how's my mood??

wanna guess how much did I get??

wanna guess did I get pass??

wanna guess tht I will tell u or not??

haha..

haiz..

tired..

I hav waited..

so long..

and..

I only get..

PASS!!

wuahahahahahahahahahaha............

today got so many ppl attend.. include schoolmate.. I tot I was blur tht time cause my brain still spinning.. haha.. he's my fren's bf.. we didn talk to each other.. cause we donno each other.. jus saw each other everday in school life..

let's go back to the topic.. I tot I can go home early.. ugh~ we still waiting.. waiting.. and waiting.. ugh~ after 9am something only go for the test.. after test, still nd to wait again.. *aaarrr!! I wanna go home and done my things!!* atcually, this time quite hard to me.. some question tht I didn read before.. donno how to answer.. quite scare.. *failed.. ugh.. scary..* if failed again, nd to pay RM50 again.. and I always pray for pass.. haha.. finally.. *yeah!*

sommore I realize tht someone have a same hp with me.. mine 1 pink.. her 1 white.. haha.. quite happy tht can saw someone have a same hp.. but her face was showing me, "huh!! show off!!" cause my fren sms me non-stop tht time.. I have no idea to stop them, so I off the sound A.F.A.P. ..

haiz.. jus a paper and we to wait so long.. my uncle oso abit rush.. *donno rush wat, seeing his face like got something to do later..* haha.. 42/50.. no failed.. not more than pass.. jus ngam ngam only.. now I can relax my brain and no nd to stress so much already..

yeah!!

ugh~ undang..

Jus come back from undang test.. *sad* now my mood can tell everyone wat's my result ler..

Today 7am something woke up and change cloth waiting for uncle to fetch us go take undang test.. before uncle come, I do my revision again quickly and hardly..

when we reach there, the 1st thing is take license's photo.. and then wait for the test.. It's quite blur to me cause I didn get enough sleep and cant sleep well last night..

It's quite nervous to take the test cause cant wrong more than 8 question.. I cant even see the words cause my brain and eyes still blur blur-ing, I had to read the question again again and again..

But......

finally..

ugh~

FAILED.. GAGAL..!!

Haiz~

It very dissapointing of coz.. cause I use 3 weeks to study undang and my fren only use 3 days to study but she get PASS!! aaarrr!! I'm gonna crazy!! *cry* I have to pay RM50 to retest again this friday.. haiz.. I'm gonna study more harder..

Jus wish me luck..

p/s : those who know my mom don tell her my undang failed.. and I'm gonna bluff her I'm going to update my driving card this friday..

Last Friday..

mmm.. now having Shin korean noodles and a cup of milo as my breakfast.. yummy.. *ho~ ho~ but very spicy*

Last friday, my sister no school becoz they use Ching Ming as their holiday.. so me and sister decide to go out having walk.. but unfortunately we didn go anywhere and jus stay at office *^%^$^&*&%&(%... *hehe* cause we donno where else can go.. all cloths shop.. and we bored to walk those again.. after tht, we having lunch at Sushi King.. *Mmm.. long time didn eat tht already.. miss sushi so much!!* the most comfortable Sushi King place is nex to Low Yat cause u not only can enjoy the food and sommore u can watch outside background.. full of blue colour.. I really like it.. suddenly we saw our mom pass thru.. we was like wave our hand strongly and shouting quietly mom!! mom!! we at here!! but she didn saw us.. too bad.. Then I'm going to call her A.F.A.P. but she didn heard her hp rings.. the couple which nex to out table watching us non-stop and I don care about it.. we jus do as we wan..!!

Finally, my mom found us.. haha.. and we having SUSHI together. my mom was like order non-stop cause she scare we not full sommore sushi is abit expensive for us.. RM4+RM9.90+RM7.90+RM4+RM2+RM*^&^(&^%$%&)(#$#!... *sigh* after tht, my mom going back to continue her work.. and we.. ...... ...... still thinking where to go.. we wanna go Pavilion but it's too far sommore the weather like wanna rain.. *but it didn rain finally.. kik sei..* and we walk and walk and walk and walk.. until whole low part and bb park.. until mom's call.. only go back to the office.. quite.. tired.. atcually..

tht's all.. I think.. now my brain full of laptop.. *laptop~ laptop~ laptop~* cant rmb wat happen after this.. haha..

Saturday, him, hair and light.. >.<

Saturday, I'm going to school to pass up the IC and SPM sijil for the LCCI sijil.. I tot everybody is already pass up except me.. teacher was asking me why so late..? I tot she ask y so late only pass up, not 2 weeks ago.. acually she asking me y so late came to school, account teacher already left.. huh?? but got ppl told me come at 1pm.. and suddenly I heard a door open.. then I see who is it.. O.M.G!! it's him..!! I was very shock.. I tot I will never see him again.. but.. we meet again.. and we jus talk some nonsences then I have to leave coz my mom is waiting for me.. I wan to talk with him sommore but.. *haiz* jus wanna say good luck to him, he's a very clever student, sleeping still can listen teacher's talking.. haha.. always no.1 in class.. we always sit together and having some chit chat.. haha.. funny.. but his attitude abit.. ugh.. a very lame person u can say.. sometimes made ppl mad, sometimes made ppl happy.. hope he will change his attitude.. really don like.. and maybe.. we will meet again someday..

after tht, I already cut my hair!! I'm look like a boy now!! Aunty ar, this is not the hairstyle tht I wan ar!! ugh~ I'm very regret tht I was listen to my mom to cut my hair short.. now I still nd to wait.. wait.. and WAIT!! wait until when my hair will grow long again..?? AAARRR!!!!! MY HAIR!! ugh~ T.T

sommore I really love to turn off the light tht time.. I really enjoy tht.. having darkness.. and listen to those soft music.. ^^

Everyone is flying to the future.. are u??

Hoo~

Finally I already done my Ching Ming things, tomorrow go and visit my grandparents.. *grandma, I coming!! miss u so much..* luckily my fren come to my house and help me fold.. if not, give tiger eat tonight..

when I was folding Ching Ming's $$ and watching "only yesterday" and "ocean waves" at the same time, it made my brain to remind about my pass.. since kindergarden.. primary school.. secondary school.. until now.. this 17 years we met alot ppl.. any ppl.. feel like meeting someone is a miracle thing.. jus wanna thank those who appear in my life.. wheather he/she is good or bad person.. but still.. wanna say thank you to them.. and oso wanna thank to those ppl I know at internet when I study at secondary school.. u all made me become more mature.. not like before, donno anything and always give ppl lie.. ppl called me to do bad things oso donno..

Jus wanna thanks to..


a person which live at damansara..


a person which live at kuching..


a person which live at Ipoh..


a person which live at Penang..


a person which live at Sabah..


a person which live at Kepong..


a person which live at Brunei..


a person which live at Pahang..


and more..


some are no contact to each other already..


but still.. thx.. ^^


U all become a part of my memory..

Don give up for ur love if u met 1.. ♥

Hoo~ today finally done.. jus prepare for Ching Ming!!

Sunway Trip.. 6/3

I'm waiting my fren to upload our sunway trip photos so long since we come back from sunway.. and today I jus realize tht she already upload 2 weeks ago.. I really enjoy tht trip, jus wanna thank to my frens.. To invite a girl who didn't go out always.. talk-less.. can't entertain u all.. doesn't have much frens.. but u all wont leave me alone even I'm a boring person.. or change to another person.. maybe u guys always talk about others bad things, but it jus a joke, becoz u all wan to entertain each other.. to make each other happy.. ya.. I know tht.. u guys are harmless..

let the pictures do the talking..

These are WJ*1st time know him, Carmen's bf.. we didn talk to each other at all..* , Joe and CH..

These are Carmen, Chibi and M3..

Crazy Joe..

Sunway Bridge.. we wanna go opposite there but the bridge is too hot.. we cant stand on it!! *coz we didn wear shoes.. we jus kaki ayam walking around.. *

Haha. Couple photo on Bridge..

Joe and me..

They don dare to stand closer.. *haha*
CH and Chibi..

This.. the true couple.. see they hug so close oso know la..

Carmen and WJ.. ❤

Leopard Cat

Tiger!! I love tiger very much.. but too bad they eat meats..

playing time..

ugh~ I was being a lightbulb..

This 1 too.. I really donno tht I have been taken so many times!! sommore I'm the "lightbulb"!! *ugh~*

YEAH!!

Kiss.. *muack.." The water balls look so nice..

An elephant.. I cant believe tht Joe will sit on the nose..

Aiya! watering..

Guys, I know u will laughing at me when u saw tis pic.. *something happen on me tht time..*

This is fun.. but the way is too short for us.. I hope tht I can play this longer..

wohoo!! this 1 really nice.. u should play..!!

I love this watering pic.. but it jus abit blur to me..

Haha.. Chibi swimming..

Relax-ing..

haha.. I love to do this very much..

CH looks funny on this..

haha.. Joe puting sand on Carmen's hand..

aaahhh~~ rest time..

haha.. cant saw ourselves..

play times over.. going to having lunch.. *but I still wan to play more.. T.T*

having lunch at BBQ plaza..haha.. playing self photo tht time..

ugh~ I'm look so fat.. *sad*

after tht, we go back by bus.. we waited so long tht time.. but still came back safe and sound.. ^^ then give ppl scold.. T.T